Events that had happened the past month:
1)Tcamp
2)got to know im a mass dance capt
3)ICYL
4)MT Symposium organized by Xinmin sec
5)FDC
This holiday, i've just been spending my days reading, watching tv, sleeping, eating, and gg to sch, doing maths. somehow my days are all filled up. im still very surprised im in fdc. i also had the thought that wow man this fdc ppl are so pro. and im in the squad as well. unbelievable.
ok it's official, i like jay sean's songs
what's there left to say? there actually a lot of things i guess i have to blog abt. but im lazy. the only reason why im blogging is cos im in sch. aft fdc training. dun haf any internet or access to computer at home. crap.
this week is the last jazz lesson. so sad. hopefully i can work enough to pay for the jazz exam. and then i can start paying for my phone bills. it's time to be independant. it sounds nice but it's actually scary. oh wells..all the big concept of the future.
next yr is gonna be effing busy. what did i get myself into??? im gonna start greying then balding. nawww... i love my hair. but i feel like layering agn cos it's hot in singapore. bleargh. where's all my planning to exercise? went out the window. but lucky there's fdc training. heh or i'll be one fat ass.
cheetah girls 3 is a bit weird. i dun rly know how to describe, just weird. the songs are different in style and mood. it's not so much harmonising (as cheetah girls 2) but it's more about the glam. and yeah... what if would sound nicer if sabrina sings it.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
A lot of things have happened since my last post. For one, EYAs are over, I've got the results back and the only thing my mum has to say to me about it is 'Why is it so bad?'. Haiz... thanks for the motivation and all.
Had batch raya on the 2 days of marking day. It was ok. Got rather bored at some time on the first day so I brought a book along on the second day. And bloody hell I ate a lot. Second day was rather tiring cos we went out from 9 to 9. God how come the teachers' houses are all so pretty??. Mrs Mo's house is like a show house, the model house man. Was so scared to sit anywhere in case I mess the sofa up. So sad didn't go cg rozy's place cos it got pretty late. Big thanks to Farah and Lenny for letting their dads hantar me home on both nights =)
Hmm... I realise that Miley Cyrus' song isn't so bad. Just that her voice spoils some songs. She can't really control her voice. That's sad. Her pitching is ok. Just the voice itself.
Anything interesting that happened? Hmm... I realise that all this while I still miss that dude. Damn.. On thursday, we had MTV hip hop dance workshop. Or so they say. Wah i felt cheated. I really thought it was going to be a MTV hip hop dance workshop. I was so elated when Char told me the schedule for Thursday. But it turned out to just be a hip hop dance workshop. It wasn't even hip hop..it's a cross between hip hop and jazz. Who thought that the school would contact Kavanagh dance? And chloe knowing that didn't tell me. Aiyo... didn't even plan to go up on stage and I just sort of had to bcos Mrs Kavanagh ask me to go up along with Chloe. Anyway, I landed wrongly on my left leg so I'm nursing a twisted ankle. Hmm... talked to Julie Hoo or rather she talked to me. That was so unexpected. But then again everything's so unexpected.
Friday had this one interesting talk by Tim Wade. Funny funny dude. Double major in psychology. Super cool. Kaes gtg for now. Shall edit this stuff some other time. Dunno when. Mum's gonna freak if she knows im blogging on dad's laptop.
Had batch raya on the 2 days of marking day. It was ok. Got rather bored at some time on the first day so I brought a book along on the second day. And bloody hell I ate a lot. Second day was rather tiring cos we went out from 9 to 9. God how come the teachers' houses are all so pretty??. Mrs Mo's house is like a show house, the model house man. Was so scared to sit anywhere in case I mess the sofa up. So sad didn't go cg rozy's place cos it got pretty late. Big thanks to Farah and Lenny for letting their dads hantar me home on both nights =)
Hmm... I realise that Miley Cyrus' song isn't so bad. Just that her voice spoils some songs. She can't really control her voice. That's sad. Her pitching is ok. Just the voice itself.
Anything interesting that happened? Hmm... I realise that all this while I still miss that dude. Damn.. On thursday, we had MTV hip hop dance workshop. Or so they say. Wah i felt cheated. I really thought it was going to be a MTV hip hop dance workshop. I was so elated when Char told me the schedule for Thursday. But it turned out to just be a hip hop dance workshop. It wasn't even hip hop..it's a cross between hip hop and jazz. Who thought that the school would contact Kavanagh dance? And chloe knowing that didn't tell me. Aiyo... didn't even plan to go up on stage and I just sort of had to bcos Mrs Kavanagh ask me to go up along with Chloe. Anyway, I landed wrongly on my left leg so I'm nursing a twisted ankle. Hmm... talked to Julie Hoo or rather she talked to me. That was so unexpected. But then again everything's so unexpected.
Friday had this one interesting talk by Tim Wade. Funny funny dude. Double major in psychology. Super cool. Kaes gtg for now. Shall edit this stuff some other time. Dunno when. Mum's gonna freak if she knows im blogging on dad's laptop.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
WADE ROBSON
Im done feeling shit abt what happened last night. anyway shall talk abt my new idol. *DRUMROLLS* Wade Robson! woots! *claps*.
Why i wanna be like him? He's everything i aspire to be. aside from the really cute face and hot bod, he's an inspirational person from his work right down to his characteristics. he's a choreographer, dancer, music producer/writer, director (of films and tours). how freaking cool is that?!?! he started his dance class like 14? and directed britney spears' tour when he's 19. at 19 i wonder what will i do... he's perfectionist, very attentive to details and i assume a neat freak too. all that im trying to be. apparently not working, my room is in a mess. AND he's married. how cool is that?
given a choice who i wanna meet, i will definitely meet him. someone take me to him =D
Why i wanna be like him? He's everything i aspire to be. aside from the really cute face and hot bod, he's an inspirational person from his work right down to his characteristics. he's a choreographer, dancer, music producer/writer, director (of films and tours). how freaking cool is that?!?! he started his dance class like 14? and directed britney spears' tour when he's 19. at 19 i wonder what will i do... he's perfectionist, very attentive to details and i assume a neat freak too. all that im trying to be. apparently not working, my room is in a mess. AND he's married. how cool is that?
given a choice who i wanna meet, i will definitely meet him. someone take me to him =D
Friday, October 3, 2008
im finding it hard to believe im (not) in heaven
im mugging physics. blearghhh... progressing :) im listening to covers at the same time. my all time favourite heaven by bryan adams. some cover sucks. but i just have to talk about this two amazing singers..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kq3R8JvA8Ag&feature=related
my god.. the way he pull his voice is like wow!!! amazing...the accent kinda slurred some words but it's ok
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9PB9z0kwzE
i've a feeling this dude is like playing the piano/keyboard and singing. uber cool! this is the most professional videos i have ever seen. and yeah his voice is wonderful. but he pronounces HEAVEN as EAVEN. and that kinda bothers me. heh.
mugging physics.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kq3R8JvA8Ag&feature=related
my god.. the way he pull his voice is like wow!!! amazing...the accent kinda slurred some words but it's ok
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9PB9z0kwzE
i've a feeling this dude is like playing the piano/keyboard and singing. uber cool! this is the most professional videos i have ever seen. and yeah his voice is wonderful. but he pronounces HEAVEN as EAVEN. and that kinda bothers me. heh.
mugging physics.
Monday, September 29, 2008
that's it. french controle over at last and time to focus on my other subjects. but like now im not in the mood to study. it's my night off after dragging and rolling in french ytd and this morn to aftnoon. but mum's pissed cos i watched tv for 45 min which she claimed that it's 1 hr. wth.. then she said there's no pt in me nt gg raya cos i won't study and end up watching tv. wth. i nv said i didnt wanna go raya. i just said i wan it to be shortened. at least for me, they can continue if they want. they shld since farhan is joining us. my god the way she just twisted my words.
im not panicking for exams so im worried.
anyway there's this movie i wanna watch it's called an american mall. funny name but oh well. there's one song i particularly like entitled 'clear'.
On my way, though I don't know where I'm going
On a road that's dark and long
On my way, but I'm fearful that I could be lost
That the path I have chosen might be wrong
When will it be clear that I made the right choice
When can I be sure that I know my own voice
I dream of a day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear
I don't know where to search for answers
In a world that is afraid
Will I find my strength
And discover who I really I am
Or retreat every time when I don't care
When will it be clear that I made the right choice
When can I be sure that I know my own voice
I dream of a day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear
I've been told that we learn from our mistakes
But I just don't know how many mistakes it takes
I'm trying so hard to let down my guard
Maybe right now, right here
Clear, that I made the right choice
Sure, that I know my own voice
This is the day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear
k i shall go slp now. so not in the sch mood.
i wanna have someone to talk to. but it seems like i can never find one. i dunno.. it may be that im the one who's too quiet that i dun talk my heart out to someone. but i haven't actually been able to find that someone to rly pour out to. i guess i dnt mind talking to some of my frens. but i doubt they'd be able to understand the extent of how i rly fl on certain matters n wont be able to say the things to settle my unrest mind. somehow wat i fl and think is like another universe from theirs. what i find important they dnt and vice versa. and tho i haf brothers, im sry but they aren't that significant a role right now. lyk they are there but they are not there. i miss talking to my elder bro but it's not the same now. my esteem of him has dropped and he's always too bz to sit and talk. if there's someone i wanna talk to it'd be my dad. he'd understand. our tempers are similar and yet unlike. but my mind i believe is mostly like his. and he would appreciate what i have to say and counsel me rightly. my mum, she's too straightforward. her mind does not accept abstract. im just sry that we can't be best frens like how some girls are with their mum. or maybe i read too many books.
im not panicking for exams so im worried.
anyway there's this movie i wanna watch it's called an american mall. funny name but oh well. there's one song i particularly like entitled 'clear'.
On my way, though I don't know where I'm going
On a road that's dark and long
On my way, but I'm fearful that I could be lost
That the path I have chosen might be wrong
When will it be clear that I made the right choice
When can I be sure that I know my own voice
I dream of a day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear
I don't know where to search for answers
In a world that is afraid
Will I find my strength
And discover who I really I am
Or retreat every time when I don't care
When will it be clear that I made the right choice
When can I be sure that I know my own voice
I dream of a day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear
I've been told that we learn from our mistakes
But I just don't know how many mistakes it takes
I'm trying so hard to let down my guard
Maybe right now, right here
Clear, that I made the right choice
Sure, that I know my own voice
This is the day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear
k i shall go slp now. so not in the sch mood.
i wanna have someone to talk to. but it seems like i can never find one. i dunno.. it may be that im the one who's too quiet that i dun talk my heart out to someone. but i haven't actually been able to find that someone to rly pour out to. i guess i dnt mind talking to some of my frens. but i doubt they'd be able to understand the extent of how i rly fl on certain matters n wont be able to say the things to settle my unrest mind. somehow wat i fl and think is like another universe from theirs. what i find important they dnt and vice versa. and tho i haf brothers, im sry but they aren't that significant a role right now. lyk they are there but they are not there. i miss talking to my elder bro but it's not the same now. my esteem of him has dropped and he's always too bz to sit and talk. if there's someone i wanna talk to it'd be my dad. he'd understand. our tempers are similar and yet unlike. but my mind i believe is mostly like his. and he would appreciate what i have to say and counsel me rightly. my mum, she's too straightforward. her mind does not accept abstract. im just sry that we can't be best frens like how some girls are with their mum. or maybe i read too many books.
Friday, September 12, 2008
I shall try to make this entry as short as possible because Im not even suppose to do this. Basically, Im depressed and the only thing that can cheer me up is the fact that I have a new brother, farhan. He's smart, sweet, sensitive, and very matured for his age. He's younger than Idris but I dare say he is more matured than Idris is. I have to get him something to fill his time here. If not he'd be bored to death.
Why I am depressed:
1) The fact that I still can't get over the fact that I missed POP chalet. Mum didn't let me go cos of puasa. She said by going, I'll be teaching myself the wrong thing. I still don't get her and Im not gonna attempt to understand her. I personally don't see what's wrong with it and it pains me more that she didn't even bother explaining to me what is so wrong. To me it's just one thing. She doesn't trust me enough to be able to choose the people I wanna be with. In other words she doesn't trust my yearmates and it rly hurts. Fun to my mum is as dangerous as cancer. She doesn't like me having too much fun. True, POP chalet is meant for fun. But the main reason i wanna go is cause i wanna give something back to the people that i love and will dearly miss for many time to come. and being i/c of it is suppose to ensure that i do get heavily involved in it. and so i'd be content that i have done my part. by not letting me go, she's taken my last opportunity to be closer to them and to express my unsaid gratitude to them. i guess that i just have to be happy that i did do my part with the presents. but i still shall not be that happy. everytime i see the picture of ohana and akaibatsu at the chalet, i just can't help thinking i shldve been there. too bad there's no way to turn back time.
2) I missed the afternoon when the ma'ams handed over the rooms. can't do anything abt it rly.had geog remedial.
3) I feel guilty that I didn't put in much effort in CSP but hopefully with access to me dad's laptop it shall be better.
4) The anxiety of term 4 is starting its effects on me. shant elaborate.
5) I'm still unhappy with the capsule notes. What i said was very very superficial. I guess i was very scared of their opinions should i go in depth of how i really feel. And now my greatest regret is the things i didn't say. I still remember how I hated them. I kept thinking 'So what if i drag? What can you do to me?' ap back then. but now i am jealous of my sec 1 self cos even if i hated them at sec 1, it wasn't too long aft that when my views began to change. and if i bcame a sec 1 agn i shall have much more time with them than the numbered days i have now.
Why I am depressed:
1) The fact that I still can't get over the fact that I missed POP chalet. Mum didn't let me go cos of puasa. She said by going, I'll be teaching myself the wrong thing. I still don't get her and Im not gonna attempt to understand her. I personally don't see what's wrong with it and it pains me more that she didn't even bother explaining to me what is so wrong. To me it's just one thing. She doesn't trust me enough to be able to choose the people I wanna be with. In other words she doesn't trust my yearmates and it rly hurts. Fun to my mum is as dangerous as cancer. She doesn't like me having too much fun. True, POP chalet is meant for fun. But the main reason i wanna go is cause i wanna give something back to the people that i love and will dearly miss for many time to come. and being i/c of it is suppose to ensure that i do get heavily involved in it. and so i'd be content that i have done my part. by not letting me go, she's taken my last opportunity to be closer to them and to express my unsaid gratitude to them. i guess that i just have to be happy that i did do my part with the presents. but i still shall not be that happy. everytime i see the picture of ohana and akaibatsu at the chalet, i just can't help thinking i shldve been there. too bad there's no way to turn back time.
2) I missed the afternoon when the ma'ams handed over the rooms. can't do anything abt it rly.had geog remedial.
3) I feel guilty that I didn't put in much effort in CSP but hopefully with access to me dad's laptop it shall be better.
4) The anxiety of term 4 is starting its effects on me. shant elaborate.
5) I'm still unhappy with the capsule notes. What i said was very very superficial. I guess i was very scared of their opinions should i go in depth of how i really feel. And now my greatest regret is the things i didn't say. I still remember how I hated them. I kept thinking 'So what if i drag? What can you do to me?' ap back then. but now i am jealous of my sec 1 self cos even if i hated them at sec 1, it wasn't too long aft that when my views began to change. and if i bcame a sec 1 agn i shall have much more time with them than the numbered days i have now.
Friday, August 22, 2008
M&M VS ACDC
haha... omg... charlotte recently told me abt the acdc crew vs the m&m cru. i just watched it online. haiz... see... that's how slow i am... haiz...
hmmm... both crews were great. are great sorry. they have nice moves but i rly think the acdc crew has a lot more style, humour, character. and when i watched them i cld fl that they rly had fun doing it. their dance was a lot more organized. there was also actually more dance, amazing steps. and it's not only like ppl showing off their own thing, their own style but all of them were actually doing the same choreography so it shows their versatality. like they don't only break but they can also do hip hop kinda thing. it's damn nice and damn synchro and woots!!!
and they have the hottest ppl ever!!! when i saw adam i was alr screaming on the inside. hah.. cant scream out loud or my mum will shout her mouth off. omg..when i saw nlt i was alr like OOOHHH!!! hoTTT!!! then there's robert hoffman. CHRIS BROWN! Hok and Lacey! JABBAWOCKEEZ!!! ok syidah stop it. control... XD
hmmm... m&m is ok bcos they have great dancers like channing tatum. god...imagine having contacts with these great hot amazing ppl. some ppl are just so lucky. but i didnt rly see miley and mandy doing much dance. they danced at the beginning of the clips but then i didn't see them almost all the way towards the end. the crew is ok but the leaders themselves...urm...i know miley did some cheerleading stuff like bridge and stretching the leg backwards towards the head and there was the pyramid. but then again cheerleading isn't exactly the same as dancing right? i dnt think it's fair for ppl to comment that miley and mandy can't dance since we dnt rly see them anyway. but i hoped to see more of them :) the lifts during the 1st reply is great. haizz...ive always imagined and fantasized what it's like to have a strong guy carrying me and flipping me ard without me breaking my neck. and there shldve bn more choreography for everyone to do together instead of doing their own style almost all the time. yupp2. hmm.. m&m was more glam and more girl hip hop stuff. kinda expected.
haha personally i prefer the acdc. k..kinda biased what with the hot ppl in there. nlt!cb!... :D
oh well in the end it's all about the fun of dancing :)
hmm...have my jazz performance tmr.im so not ready :( k, it's off to mug now.. haiz.. why do we have to take exams?!?!?!
hmmm... both crews were great. are great sorry. they have nice moves but i rly think the acdc crew has a lot more style, humour, character. and when i watched them i cld fl that they rly had fun doing it. their dance was a lot more organized. there was also actually more dance, amazing steps. and it's not only like ppl showing off their own thing, their own style but all of them were actually doing the same choreography so it shows their versatality. like they don't only break but they can also do hip hop kinda thing. it's damn nice and damn synchro and woots!!!
and they have the hottest ppl ever!!! when i saw adam i was alr screaming on the inside. hah.. cant scream out loud or my mum will shout her mouth off. omg..when i saw nlt i was alr like OOOHHH!!! hoTTT!!! then there's robert hoffman. CHRIS BROWN! Hok and Lacey! JABBAWOCKEEZ!!! ok syidah stop it. control... XD
hmmm... m&m is ok bcos they have great dancers like channing tatum. god...imagine having contacts with these great hot amazing ppl. some ppl are just so lucky. but i didnt rly see miley and mandy doing much dance. they danced at the beginning of the clips but then i didn't see them almost all the way towards the end. the crew is ok but the leaders themselves...urm...i know miley did some cheerleading stuff like bridge and stretching the leg backwards towards the head and there was the pyramid. but then again cheerleading isn't exactly the same as dancing right? i dnt think it's fair for ppl to comment that miley and mandy can't dance since we dnt rly see them anyway. but i hoped to see more of them :) the lifts during the 1st reply is great. haizz...ive always imagined and fantasized what it's like to have a strong guy carrying me and flipping me ard without me breaking my neck. and there shldve bn more choreography for everyone to do together instead of doing their own style almost all the time. yupp2. hmm.. m&m was more glam and more girl hip hop stuff. kinda expected.
haha personally i prefer the acdc. k..kinda biased what with the hot ppl in there. nlt!cb!... :D
oh well in the end it's all about the fun of dancing :)
hmm...have my jazz performance tmr.im so not ready :( k, it's off to mug now.. haiz.. why do we have to take exams?!?!?!
Monday, August 18, 2008
Ah... tired of my blogskin. shall change it when i have the time. so when will that be??? i dunno... haiz... i dread this week. so much things do. and i rly rly hate the anticipation and the anxiety of having to go through next wk.
this wk we have chem SPA on wed. bloody moles. hmm... i'm I/C for wed's training. loads of stuff nt settled yet :/ then YMC meeting this sat (tentative). i'm so screwed. logs i/c and what have logs done so far? near to ntg. what the hell. shall go shop for the logs stuff this friday. hmm... jazz performace this sat. so screwed. can't do proper pirrouetes. ahh!!!!!!!! k chill.. one step at a time. damn scared for french controle this thurs :/ tummy ache.
stupid. tuition got canceled today and we didn't know. so siti and i happy happy (or not so happy) go all the way there (esp siti) to find out tuition's canceled. thousand and one wths.
k muggy time. :(
let's make it work.
this wk we have chem SPA on wed. bloody moles. hmm... i'm I/C for wed's training. loads of stuff nt settled yet :/ then YMC meeting this sat (tentative). i'm so screwed. logs i/c and what have logs done so far? near to ntg. what the hell. shall go shop for the logs stuff this friday. hmm... jazz performace this sat. so screwed. can't do proper pirrouetes. ahh!!!!!!!! k chill.. one step at a time. damn scared for french controle this thurs :/ tummy ache.
stupid. tuition got canceled today and we didn't know. so siti and i happy happy (or not so happy) go all the way there (esp siti) to find out tuition's canceled. thousand and one wths.
k muggy time. :(
let's make it work.
Monday, August 11, 2008
last thursday
Oh wow... today's exams are OOOOOOOOOOOOOveRRRRRRRRr! Physics paper was the dumbest paper ever. What weird weird stuff... tachograph and what spikes thing??? okok done and over with. been wanting to blog like ages ago buTTTTTT...aiyo... see what happens when the computer is in the big brother's room. haiz... im at sch now. shhhhhhh...
anyway, last thursday was very eventful. in the morning, i was emo-ish. no la i was just thinking deep. and it rly rly struck me that POP is coming soon. i just realised that somehow i'm just absorbing things in. like a bloody sponge. but nothing rly makes sense. and time is rly passing by and we can't do a damn thing abt it. i swear i thought i was p6 just a few weeks ago with mdm jam and my 6i peeps. and the sad thing is people come and go. and it sucks that we can't keep them, and we cant do anything abt it. :(:( they're leaving and we're letting them leave. so i was in the 190 bus this morning and i saw xxx ma'ams and it rly hit me that i won't be seeing these faces again next yr. and by next yr, we'll all be 16 and our sec 4 ma'ams are like 20?!?!?! we are still kids and they're adults. wOah...
ya allah... farah h, ama, diy and lena nak solat tak solat solat. ketawa ketawa...
hmm... after 3rd lang, i went to the mosque with nesrine. and we talked, it was the first time we spend time together. and it's the first time she's gg to the mosque. so we talked after praying asar, i told her i am half malay half chinese. and she's like 'wow! half malay half chinese people are really pretty'. hmmm...?? i gave her that skeptical look, and told her that i rly think i am an exception. and well, surprisingly, she says that i am pretty. hmmm...? and she sounded real convinced of it. and it seriously surprised me. i mean like ok, i don't see it. i doubt ppl see it. and she's the first person ever to tell me that. i'm not les. but she is the first person to say it. and it's pretty special even if it came from a girl. it's a nice comment but i don't see it so i won't go over the top and start believing it.
quote: "if people call you beautiful often enough, you believe it"
anyway, last thursday was very eventful. in the morning, i was emo-ish. no la i was just thinking deep. and it rly rly struck me that POP is coming soon. i just realised that somehow i'm just absorbing things in. like a bloody sponge. but nothing rly makes sense. and time is rly passing by and we can't do a damn thing abt it. i swear i thought i was p6 just a few weeks ago with mdm jam and my 6i peeps. and the sad thing is people come and go. and it sucks that we can't keep them, and we cant do anything abt it. :(:( they're leaving and we're letting them leave. so i was in the 190 bus this morning and i saw xxx ma'ams and it rly hit me that i won't be seeing these faces again next yr. and by next yr, we'll all be 16 and our sec 4 ma'ams are like 20?!?!?! we are still kids and they're adults. wOah...
ya allah... farah h, ama, diy and lena nak solat tak solat solat. ketawa ketawa...
hmm... after 3rd lang, i went to the mosque with nesrine. and we talked, it was the first time we spend time together. and it's the first time she's gg to the mosque. so we talked after praying asar, i told her i am half malay half chinese. and she's like 'wow! half malay half chinese people are really pretty'. hmmm...?? i gave her that skeptical look, and told her that i rly think i am an exception. and well, surprisingly, she says that i am pretty. hmmm...? and she sounded real convinced of it. and it seriously surprised me. i mean like ok, i don't see it. i doubt ppl see it. and she's the first person ever to tell me that. i'm not les. but she is the first person to say it. and it's pretty special even if it came from a girl. it's a nice comment but i don't see it so i won't go over the top and start believing it.
quote: "if people call you beautiful often enough, you believe it"
Friday, July 11, 2008
Sighs... why do i even bother keeping this blog?
3 pts handed in. 3 pts more. plus english speech. cmps. tons of hw. bloody shit. sighs...
Some poems that i wrote.. quite urgh..but oh well
Threading step by step on the pathway
Not knowing how to get there
Humming and singing to fuel the spirit
Loss in evil thoughts and beautiful solitary
Calmness evokes the sixth sense
Through the midst of clouds and the silent blue veil
Two stars shine through the envelope of darkness
What hope lies on the other end?
What joy and glory that pays the tears?
That ends the sentence and heals the fears?
To that, i make upon a wish
One for you and one for me
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Ku duduk di bangku ini
Inginku memejamkan mata
Izinkan ku berehat seketika
Biarlah matahari berlari tiada henti
Bayu menemani ku kali ini
Ku melemparkan pandangan ke langit luas
Si burung memanggil namaku
Izinkan ku ke mana-mana sahaja
Angin menemani ku kali ini
Air mata menitis dek suara hati
Tiada siapa yang menyedari
Pilihan peribadi, hati menyepi
Jadilah aku hanya menyendiri
Keluh kesah ku lepaskan ke udara
Bayu menemani ku kali ini
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emo sia.
3 pts handed in. 3 pts more. plus english speech. cmps. tons of hw. bloody shit. sighs...
Some poems that i wrote.. quite urgh..but oh well
Threading step by step on the pathway
Not knowing how to get there
Humming and singing to fuel the spirit
Loss in evil thoughts and beautiful solitary
Calmness evokes the sixth sense
Through the midst of clouds and the silent blue veil
Two stars shine through the envelope of darkness
What hope lies on the other end?
What joy and glory that pays the tears?
That ends the sentence and heals the fears?
To that, i make upon a wish
One for you and one for me
---
Ku duduk di bangku ini
Inginku memejamkan mata
Izinkan ku berehat seketika
Biarlah matahari berlari tiada henti
Bayu menemani ku kali ini
Ku melemparkan pandangan ke langit luas
Si burung memanggil namaku
Izinkan ku ke mana-mana sahaja
Angin menemani ku kali ini
Air mata menitis dek suara hati
Tiada siapa yang menyedari
Pilihan peribadi, hati menyepi
Jadilah aku hanya menyendiri
Keluh kesah ku lepaskan ke udara
Bayu menemani ku kali ini
---
emo sia.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
let's be clean and gr33n!
Haiz... sooooooooo long ive been gone. anybody miss me? yarriteeee... haha i wonder who ever comes here? urgh.. so many things to do so little tyme.. HAHA myas done.. weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! but still got stupid french controle. stupid stupid stupiddd... my mummy and daddy dun let me quit. wek. haiz.. torn between 2. tcamp? bintan trip? ideas anyone?
lOOking 4wards to rj drama. last yr was NYCE!!! haha can still rmbr the plot. wah.. this yr's plot sounds so cheem. but then again when has it never been cheem? grr.. rp or ib?
rg drama this june. haiz... howhowhow?? shall jiayou and make it rock lyk consert waU!.. haha alif is so the very the extremely adorable. randOm..
wat else's coming up?? ouhhhhhh... CSP! haha we gonna make it rock again. BATU! wooh!
wanna change ma blogskin. dunno how to. pathetic. grr..
OOOOHHHHHHHHHH arts fest ><>
Shall go check csp blog now. :)
adios!
lOOking 4wards to rj drama. last yr was NYCE!!! haha can still rmbr the plot. wah.. this yr's plot sounds so cheem. but then again when has it never been cheem? grr.. rp or ib?
rg drama this june. haiz... howhowhow?? shall jiayou and make it rock lyk consert waU!.. haha alif is so the very the extremely adorable. randOm..
wat else's coming up?? ouhhhhhh... CSP! haha we gonna make it rock again. BATU! wooh!
wanna change ma blogskin. dunno how to. pathetic. grr..
OOOOHHHHHHHHHH arts fest ><>
Shall go check csp blog now. :)
adios!
Friday, February 22, 2008
Wah.. been so long since i updated. Been busy and sometimes just lazy. haha.. so updates..
1. RGSRCY got 3rd for South district and 1st runner's up for final's. cool man.. their drill so pro-ded.. :) and me being nice got hershey's for dearest fd commers. kena sounded by mum cos i spent like money just for them. wah.. their tshirt damn nice ah.. haha but they made ain's butt angular. heh..
2. oh.. and diy left us :/ haiz.. our year seems to shrink every year. oh no..
3. oh.. sahibba tmr. i hope azira and ama do well. i don't think we have a high hope of winning anything. like practice conducted is only like 1?? compared to RI their prac is like 2x a week maybe and had been going on for a month? but gd luck anyway
why am i numbering? so weird.. anyway. hah! i'm a gd student now >< i dun procrastinate. shit but i broke my record today. was suppose to hand in chem ws but i forgot to bring. but i did it ok. half of class didn't bring anyway. oh and today's SLI. wah.. the popular auntie cheat my feelings sia.. say the popular gonna open so i brought money to get foolscap paper (1 pad finished in 1 week. zomg) then it was close. anyway, SLI was ok la.. the section presenting the leaders went a lot faster. performances were funny. haha.. can't believe anqi wore pink shirt and skirt. zomg. she's so not the type. oh and saw fidz, ziyad and dzafir. shit they grew even taller. eh i realise my pri sch frens they change a lot. some became super thin and some became ah lian. then guys they all grew, became more built. and even tho i know fidz, ziyad and dzafir for quite a short time, they change like siao ah. then me? just gain weight. :/ so sad... year's getting more busy... assignments. wah shit man.. they gonna cut our hols by 1 week. if it can even be called a hols la. give us projects and pt and assignments. complain to teacher then they'll say "It's not homework. It's project". difference meh? still need to use our brains what. cheat our feelings only. haha yay! s'pore won the polls. heh XD. i wish i could have gone for shark waters. but mum and dad went to jb so need to take care of the house. so much for the eldest sibling taking charge. as in im not saying i shldn't be as responsible. but wah.. my bro he come home late at night. eat, never wash plate, do hmwk using comp like shit ah. as if he does his hmwk. then whenever im using the comp he comes in with his jc attitude "I'm taking A levels this year. you don't understand. my work is more important". feel like smacking his head ah. hmph.. patience dude.. patience is virtue.. oh gosh my article for penerbitan is due in 5 days and i haven't even started on it. and the research that has to be done. so much for not procrastinating. but gonna mug maths and bio first. :/ exam period.
go OHANA love!
1. RGSRCY got 3rd for South district and 1st runner's up for final's. cool man.. their drill so pro-ded.. :) and me being nice got hershey's for dearest fd commers. kena sounded by mum cos i spent like money just for them. wah.. their tshirt damn nice ah.. haha but they made ain's butt angular. heh..
2. oh.. and diy left us :/ haiz.. our year seems to shrink every year. oh no..
3. oh.. sahibba tmr. i hope azira and ama do well. i don't think we have a high hope of winning anything. like practice conducted is only like 1?? compared to RI their prac is like 2x a week maybe and had been going on for a month? but gd luck anyway
why am i numbering? so weird.. anyway. hah! i'm a gd student now >< i dun procrastinate. shit but i broke my record today. was suppose to hand in chem ws but i forgot to bring. but i did it ok. half of class didn't bring anyway. oh and today's SLI. wah.. the popular auntie cheat my feelings sia.. say the popular gonna open so i brought money to get foolscap paper (1 pad finished in 1 week. zomg) then it was close. anyway, SLI was ok la.. the section presenting the leaders went a lot faster. performances were funny. haha.. can't believe anqi wore pink shirt and skirt. zomg. she's so not the type. oh and saw fidz, ziyad and dzafir. shit they grew even taller. eh i realise my pri sch frens they change a lot. some became super thin and some became ah lian. then guys they all grew, became more built. and even tho i know fidz, ziyad and dzafir for quite a short time, they change like siao ah. then me? just gain weight. :/ so sad... year's getting more busy... assignments. wah shit man.. they gonna cut our hols by 1 week. if it can even be called a hols la. give us projects and pt and assignments. complain to teacher then they'll say "It's not homework. It's project". difference meh? still need to use our brains what. cheat our feelings only. haha yay! s'pore won the polls. heh XD. i wish i could have gone for shark waters. but mum and dad went to jb so need to take care of the house. so much for the eldest sibling taking charge. as in im not saying i shldn't be as responsible. but wah.. my bro he come home late at night. eat, never wash plate, do hmwk using comp like shit ah. as if he does his hmwk. then whenever im using the comp he comes in with his jc attitude "I'm taking A levels this year. you don't understand. my work is more important". feel like smacking his head ah. hmph.. patience dude.. patience is virtue.. oh gosh my article for penerbitan is due in 5 days and i haven't even started on it. and the research that has to be done. so much for not procrastinating. but gonna mug maths and bio first. :/ exam period.
go OHANA love!
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