I haven't been doing much lately.. same stuff.. housework, tv, movies, reading, listening to music.. as much as im deadly bored this hols, i don't think i'm ready to face school just yet. oh well, it's not like time is gg to wait for any of us to fully ready ourselves for school term. i'm already getting the beegeebies goosebumps thinking about sec 3 life. and damn, time really really flies mann.. it really felt like i was just in sec 1 not so long ago. and wow, next year i'm alr gonna be in upper sec. and then sooner than it seems, i'll find myself in jc. we're all getting old i guess. and hopefully more matured.
k, so to reflect on certain things. like the asian idol. well yeah, congratulations to hady mirza for winning asian idol for s'pore. well, i didn't vote for anybody but my cuz spent 30 bucks voting for hady which means 60 votes. my dad was thinking that things would be a lot easier if we are able to vote for the idols in a kinda package thing or smthg. like if you want to vote 60 votes for hady and someone else [cos the system was 1 vote 2 choices] then just like book 60 votes in one ago. the money will still be the same. it will save time and energy sending only 1 sms requesting 60 votes rather than sending 60 smses. besides, it's an easier anyway to count.
anyway, i think hady did quite a good job with his performances. he has the voice and i suppose the looks. but honestly, i didn't expect hady to win. i'm not undervaluing local talents. it's just that s'pore has a small no of citizens compared to the other countries and if the judges has a big influence on the audiences then i don't think people will vote for hady. but hey, he won!
anyway, i always thought the whole idol thing isn't flawless. i mean yeah, it is suppose to be a singing competition but reality check, looks always play a part in getting votes. if some guy is more gd looking and his voice isn't so gd, people will still vote for him. girls can go all cair over him and then they'll be having thumb cramps for voting too much and perhaps that dude will get more votes than for guy who has a much nicer voice but ain't good looking. and then there's the social factor. like how many contacts each contestant has and how willing are those contacts to part with a large sum of money just to vote. and there's just the charm and the x factor that wins the hearts of people. and not everybody has that. sometimes, it's just what you're born with. so it's either you have it or you don't. and that's a difficult thing to count for.
ok.. i'm off to shower.

k.. this is cos wiz tagged me.. so now i have to do this.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!

Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

Favourites
Favourite Color: Turqoise (oh no.. there's no turqoise in the colour thingy. this is the closest )= )
Favourite Food: spaghetti? not really la.. i don't know la.. not fussy..
Favourite Movie: err..?? too many that i like to choose.. but some include 'italian job', 'click', 'hitch' and yadayada..
Favourite Sport: Badminton!!! a good way to release all the anger and frustration [right feena?]
Favourite Day of the Week: holiDAY
Favourite Season: Autumn
Favourite Ice Cream: strawberry sundae [most unfortunately]

Currents
Current Mood: quite happy.. get to talk to farah and feena on msn.. it's been so long..
Current Clothes: a red base t-shirt that has a bobdog picture. the picture has a green background and black poka dots on the green background. and green long pants.
Current Desktop: err..??
Current Time: 22:42pm
Current Surroundings: my brother's room
Current Annoyances: my stomachache and the stupid songs that's playing from my computer. my brother downloaded them and i totally don't like them. and he tells me i'm immatured for not able to appreciate and enjoy the songs. blearghh. why do i even play them in the first place??
Current Thoughts: change song!!!

Firsts
First Best Friend: Nadhirah
First Crush: ahemahem..
First Movie: can't rmbr but i know kuch kuch hota hai was one of my firsts. hey.. i cried ok.. see.. i mature early. LOL!
First Lie: honestly, i started lying only when i enter sec sch.. bt i cnt rmbr my first lie cos i dnt make it a point to rmbr it.
First Music: azan

Lasts
Last Drink: plain water. but before that i drank banana juice. banana shake?
Last Car Ride: erm.. well whenever it was, it should have been in a taxi. we don't have a family car and i don't rmbr hitching a ride frm someone
Last Crush: shuddup
Last Phone Call: home. asked my brother if he wanted the banana juice/shake.
Last CD Played: i have only one which is from sleeq.

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: that'd be so weird.
Have you ever broken the law : jaywalk.. littered.. vandalised[by accident!]
Have you ever been arrested?: nope..
Have you ever been on TV: yep..
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: eww.. im not despo okayye??

Random 5 things you are good at: spoiling songs.. writing.. tbc.. tbc.. tcb..
Things you've done today:woke up, breakfasted, wrote a letter, wrapped a birthday present, sweeped the house, bathed, went to madrasah [i shouldn't go into details of what happened there], go home, change out, mop the floor, watch tv, help my mum cook, solat zuhur, change clothes, eat lunch, go to english class, buy the banana juice/shake, got pissed, go home, eat dinner, go toilet, blog, talk on msn
3 things you can hear right now:the nice songs that i chose to play. the keyboard sound. and the msn sound.
People to tag: siti, ama, hafidz, lena, diy [the names just popped up in my head. interesting order] wait. lena has no tag so erm.. fatihah

Mum and Dad and brothers are out. shopping. yay!! [sarcastic!] So I'm the only one home. Whatever. Had to go to madrasah to collect result slips. Okla.. Didn't study during the first term so my marks are kinda shit. Then went home and watched NUMB3RS. I got hooked up with it.. bUt.. it is interesting to watch. should have started watching ages ago. oh well.. school and mum bug me so often i couldn't sit on the couch in front of the tv for more than 1/2 hr. then i had to help out my mum cook cos my grandmother and aunts and cousin were coming over. and well, my grandma is very fussy so my mum wanted to cook more for them to eat and more as in more variety. my mum always put up a 'show' whenever they come over. well, especially in front of my grandmother. grandmother is just so fussy. honestly, sometimes i can't stand her. so mum always, you know, put in the extra effort to put up a good front and make sure the house is neat which is a feat. but then i'd be scolded like hell before they come cos my mum would be scolding me to help her out. ok, so just now i cook. ok..helped out my mum cook in the kitchen. my mum was cooking briyani. like wth.. she'd rarely cook that. and she's making deserts as well (1 's' right?) ya.. she's really putting up a good front. and then i went to english class. really interesting today. watched a little bit of documentary about politics. i'd fall asleep whenever it comes to politics. it's interesting yeah but just not catchy to me. yet. ?. but the person who made the documentary made it cool. ok, we didn't finish watching it. to be continued next week. after getting dismissed i walked to raffles city and called my little brother to ask if he wanted a banana juice. banana shake? basically liquid-ed banana from the blender and some ice. and then i asked him if my grandmother and aunts and cousing reached our place already and guess what?!?!?!?!?!?! they left. 5 minutes before i call. what the shit la.. i was damn pissed mann.. can't they just wait for me to get home?? yeah.. too much to ask huh?? and they left presents for me. typical sia.. so materialistic. they've always been materialistic. k, i'm not sure of abg shamir (my cuz) but my grandma and my aunts, yup. they left me money, handbag (like i will use it??) and there's chocolates, and tops. what the shit la.. can't they just wait a while just for me to come home?? i won't be seeing them for a long time. aunty rosey will return to Perth soon. her husband's still there. he didn't come over. then aunty yasmin and abg shamir will go back to KL where they live. and my grandmother goes back to her house. and then like always she'd go Kashmir to visit her 'adopted' grandchildren. and she'd go KL to aunty yasmin's house. and then back to S'pore and then Kashmir again and the bloody cycle repeats. what the shit.. and her travels are mostly paid by my dad. kk.. my dad's a gd son who takes care of his mum but this is wayyyyyy over. i've never been beyond KL ever in my entire life. and this kelantan trip i'll be taking part in will result in the furthest i've ever been. kelantan. people like sara lai were talking about their trip to china, japan, europe etc.etc. talking about beautiful toilets with plasma tv. nice man. real nice. where's the fairness in this? i don't see any silver lining whatsoever. i'm damn pissed. super pissed.