last thursday

Oh wow... today's exams are OOOOOOOOOOOOOveRRRRRRRRr! Physics paper was the dumbest paper ever. What weird weird stuff... tachograph and what spikes thing??? okok done and over with. been wanting to blog like ages ago buTTTTTT...aiyo... see what happens when the computer is in the big brother's room. haiz... im at sch now. shhhhhhh...
anyway, last thursday was very eventful. in the morning, i was emo-ish. no la i was just thinking deep. and it rly rly struck me that POP is coming soon. i just realised that somehow i'm just absorbing things in. like a bloody sponge. but nothing rly makes sense. and time is rly passing by and we can't do a damn thing abt it. i swear i thought i was p6 just a few weeks ago with mdm jam and my 6i peeps. and the sad thing is people come and go. and it sucks that we can't keep them, and we cant do anything abt it. :(:( they're leaving and we're letting them leave. so i was in the 190 bus this morning and i saw xxx ma'ams and it rly hit me that i won't be seeing these faces again next yr. and by next yr, we'll all be 16 and our sec 4 ma'ams are like 20?!?!?! we are still kids and they're adults. wOah...
ya allah... farah h, ama, diy and lena nak solat tak solat solat. ketawa ketawa...
hmm... after 3rd lang, i went to the mosque with nesrine. and we talked, it was the first time we spend time together. and it's the first time she's gg to the mosque. so we talked after praying asar, i told her i am half malay half chinese. and she's like 'wow! half malay half chinese people are really pretty'. hmmm...?? i gave her that skeptical look, and told her that i rly think i am an exception. and well, surprisingly, she says that i am pretty. hmmm...? and she sounded real convinced of it. and it seriously surprised me. i mean like ok, i don't see it. i doubt ppl see it. and she's the first person ever to tell me that. i'm not les. but she is the first person to say it. and it's pretty special even if it came from a girl. it's a nice comment but i don't see it so i won't go over the top and start believing it.
quote: "if people call you beautiful often enough, you believe it"