Oh geez... I'm going to have to rush for a lot of things this coming week and then HOLIDAYS!!! I'm going overseas for 3 days and then coming back for a camp in NUS. Cool eh?

Anyway... I went to RJC malay drama yesterday and it was seriously very very very very very very extremely super incredibly awesome!!!! The characters are very lovely... and the drama was entertaining. One of my best moments ever... And the best part is that we get to see my ex-RGS seniors!!! They all look so different now. And according to them, us too!

I would not hesistate to watch the play again XD My favourite character??? Actually, I can't decide between 3 people... There's Cik Faridah, Fairuz and Elia. Haahaa... Fairuz and Elia make a cute couple :P ahem ahem...(abang) Md Syafiq and Kakak Hasyimah :)) Based on the drama, their characters are so cute!!! Fairuz with his feminine ways and Elia her manly moves... it's so opposite... well, what to do? Opposites attract! lolx... But in real life? I don't know... Cik Faridah is so chatty.. so cute :)

And the plot is really interesting. I love the twist :) And (abang) Syafiq is seriously tall.. wOah...

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!! I'm in love! With RJC! Haha! It's so H.U.G.E!!! I cannot wait to get the hell out of RGS. Come on... 2 1/2 years more... Haiz.. I barely cope with this year's work how to survive in RJC?!?! But hundreds have done so before me so I must triumph! Oh wells...

Exams are finally over!!! Well, since last Wednesday. Mathematics was the last paper. Hmm.. I wonder if there is a difference between mathematics and arithmetic.

We had ORA just now. Yearmates and I were dying of boredom just sitting at the first aid base. But at least we get a chance to round the stalls. Some of the stalls were doing good like the combined bowling and sailing stall and the bubbletea stall also did well I think. I wanted to buy bubbletea too but in the end, I bought waffles istead cause Sarah insisted I did. ORA was very messy and crowded cause the venue was in the cafeteria and the hall, both which are very not spacious... RGS is like so small and pathetic when compared to RJC and RI. I should have gone to ORA last year if not for Red Cross which was held at RJC but I'm going there next week anyway for RJC drama and I can't wait to see my ex-RGS seniors. I want to see RJC too! It'd be real cool to be inside and explore around. I went in there once but it was only at the foyer or somewhere near the gates because we had to gather there before going for ICCS.

It was very weird seeing guys in the school. The guys are so tall. I was major freaked out and it didn't help that the guys spiked their hair so they look even taller. And it was really really weird just now when I wanted to go to the toilet and there was a sign that says "this girls' toilet is temporarily the males' toilet" or something like that and I'm like 'err... ok...' and had to go upstairs to go to the toilet.

I didn't see Ahmad nor Benjamin. I didn't see Fitri or Adip either, no major disappointment BUT I did see my fellow lamb from Empower U. We were in the same group . I wanted to say hi but his friend pulled him away before I could say hi when I saw him but at least he did see me and smiled so at least the acknowledgement was there. So next year he'll be at RJC, just next to RI. I wonder if the RI guys will get tired of Bishan. Both RI and RJC are in Bishan so it'll be 6 years in Bishan. At least RGS is in orchard so it'll be a change of view and surrounding when we all go to RJC. Haiz.. got to do my art now. I hope I don't screw up my flowers.

Oh yeah.. Siti and I went to watched Spiderman 3 and saw Shawinda, Syafiqah and Nadhirah AND Zi Jian and Joel. We used to be in Admiralty Primary together.. Good times.. good times.. We were in the same theatre as Zi Jian and Joel and a friend of theirs. It was really stupid because Siti and I were sitting at the wrong sits. Siti bought tickets for the front row sit but we got tickets for the most back row seat. So we exited through the 'exit' door and walked a whole circle out of the cinema and back through the ticket admission counter again because when we exited, we couldn't get back in because the door could only be opened from inside. In the end, we were sitting behind Zi Jian and company.

Friday's papers were allright, history and english paper 2. I'm seriously going to struggle on monday. Come on... a 1000 words esssay within 1 1/2 hours??? How can they expect us to write that much or even write a good story within that time limit even if we manage to adhere to the word limit?

Sighs... I can't wait to get the exams over and done with.

I'm going to study at the library with my friends later. I can see my mum was reluctant in letting me go. She thinks whenever I meet up with my friends, we talk and goof around and never actually do any work. Excuse us... Siti, Adriana and I studied in the library for a few hours and we did not digress. My mum even said that if my results are not so good, she's not letting me study with my friends outside. What that's got to do with my results? My results depend on if I'm good enough or not. Why blame my friends? This is seriously ridiculous. She might say that just to keep me on my toes but she could at least say better things to get me to study. She always nags because she claims she never sees me studying. I study outside where it's actually more peaceful what with my brother's absence and the absence of her nagging.

Why is everyone baring my soul?

Yesterday, my dad went home from the YMC parents' meeting. He's all like 'You better study hard so that you can get scolarship from Mendaki'. Like how many times does he or anybody else wants to say that? Come on... give me a break. It was never my choice to enter RGS. If it weren't for my tuition teacher, my brother and my parents I would have gone to Anderson Secondary. And if I never come to RGS, I would never face this much stress.

My aunt met my dad yesterday and asked him why I always looked so moody when she sees me alone, going home. How can I not be so glum and moody? Everyone's pressurizing me that's why. Goodness, even I need a break you know... Siti called me and emotional person. I didn't want to admit it at first but when my mum called me that, well, it just made me think again. I guess I always get caught up with myself sometimes. And not to mention all the stuff going on. I really need a good vacation. It's been too long since I stepped out of Singapore.

Hey again... I had a fun time yesterday when the family went out to watch Spiderman 3. It was seriously cool. It was as my dad puts it, very matured. It made me cry. Oh well... I want to watch it again. Maybe with Siti, but with the coming mid-year exams, I don't think I will have the time to go out.

Anyway, I went to the library to study with Siti and Adriana. I finished my maths. I can't believe I could actually solve the questions rather easily. I borrowed some books but I doubt I have the time to read it by the due date.

I was eating at mac's today, and there was these 2 girls, not much older than us (I was with Siti and Adriana), and they were laughing at us. And so much for the effort of trying not to be too obvious. They were starring right at us and laughing and still looking at us. I mean, who's dumb enough to laugh at someone and show it? At least, try to be sensitive.

Ok.. time to do geography.

One last thing, I really love this quote from this movie I really love and adore, Raise Your Voice, starring my favourite Hilary Duff and the hot hot hot Oliver James. Actually I like Hilary Duff for her acting not her singing. Her songs are not my kind so being a little biased here. Anyway, the scene was at Teri (Hilary Duff)'s dormitory room doorway where she was crying [I cried at that scene too *sob sob*] and in comes Jay [Oliver James] woots! He persuaded her to go out with him to relieve the tension on her that made her cry and almost fully decided she's going to go home but she refused. And he said "The bag isn't walking away" and she replied "How do I know you won't?". I am like so 'oh my gosh.. that is so touching'.

That line is so moving. I'm like "Say something incredibly sweet in reply" but Jay just shrug so yeah... it was a bit of anti-climax there.

Ok... so time to really do geography