Wah, promos are finally over for me! But I didn't end it well for maths =( and what got me further down then was how everyone seemed fine with it. so it felt like I was the only one who really flunked it. and I like maths and it was always my strongest subject, so it was a big blow. and I've never failed a paper before (haha assignments in jc don't count!) so it's a lot to take in. I have to get used to failure.
after tsd paper, Mike Geri and I went to the mirrors. I didn't feel like doing anything but I changed out anw and got straight into training. since I couldn't stay long, I just did stretches (I was freaking bloody stiff!) and some choreo. Then Nan came along for a while and I really wished then that everyone would finish their promos already and start dancing together again! I can't wait for 11 Oct =))) I don't really miss dancing at black mirrors as much as I miss going to a dance studio. Probably cos I wish really badly to have a studio at my home like Mike. When I get my own house, there'll be one dance studio, one gym and one music studio. WOOTS~
I really need to listen to more songs and more types of songs, but I don't know who to listen to. And the American hip hop songs are just bleargh. So I need to source my hip hop songs from somewhere....???
Wah SHINEE is making a comeback today! A day after Promos end, how perfect! Can't wait for their performance later on <333 Hello hello! And I'm so happy Taemin and Minho gets to sing more but I wish the distribution of lyrics will be better so Key doesn't get too left out. But it seems like Taemin is going to surpass Key vocally o.O or maybe everyone's (including me) just really going crazy over Taemin's voice since we don't really get to hear it so everyone's attention is on Taemin. I mean we're already used to mainly listening to Onew, Jonghyun and Key and we already know how great their voices are, and suddenly there's Taemin's angelic voice haha! I wonder how they do it. They just finished promoting Lucifer, had SMTown concert at a few countries and now they're back for a new promotion. Are they robots or what? :/ How tired they must be. And 2NE1 too! Promotions for 3 songs at one go. And we're all here complaining about just studying. Imagine doing all this and having to school too like Taemin. What then?
I need to get new shoes! I'm seriously really tight for money =(
Stuff I need to fork out for
- Piano practical exam
- Shoes (my sole's coming out)
- Idris' dance class (if he still wants to go)
- And I wanna go for dance class!!!
Aiya!
And I'm gonna have to start planning what to do after Promos. Plan tsd practice, training and if i can get a holiday job that'll be awesome. I'm so hoping I can get casted again, but I'll really have to wait and see how it goes.

haha been so long since i posted. lots to talk about but not much time to blog.
it feels good to have someone to be concerned for me. thanks a lot =)
jiayou for promos!!!

the great thing about a one-sided love is that you don't have to fork out money for the other person for gifts etc, it can sum up to a lot. the other great thing is that you have freedom, there are no ties. and then you also don't have to worry about the other person. it also allows you to look at the person from afar and not expect anything in return. the great thing about it is also that you can break it off anytime you want to because you're the only one who gets hurt. but then a one-sided love just goes to show that the two people don't have the courage to love.
Personal taste <3