i dunno how to keep quiet anymore. im like so gonna blow!!!
i'm so tired!!! tired of so many things... physically and mentally tired. the whole day i've been out. from madrasah i chiong to tuition. information overload!!!
and i'm tired of hearing so many excuses. when everything just doesn't make sense. how about just telling to my face that u dont care??? [k. im talking abt a few ppl here who just don't give a damn] it'd at least make my head not as jumbled up as it is now. and i'm really tired of making up excuses for other ppl. when it isn't my fault but theirs. i dunno wth im defending them for in the first place. it's plain ass clear it's their mistake. i just have to learn everything the hard way i guess. not everyone in this world is worth putting ur full trust in.
and i stink. i haven't bathe since i got back frm tuition.
im so fcuking pissed right now. i dnt care it's bulan puasa right now. i'll bertaubat later or smthg. but right now... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm still not satisfied!!!
the injustice of it all.... and i'm so fcuking mad now i'm crying; the screen is like blur right now. or mayb it's cos i took out my specs. im gonna go to my pillow tonight and start venting out later after i finish up my rs. which i think by then i'd be too tired to vent and just fall asleep. but that's a gd thing cos all my energy is directed to a gd manner... rs!
and im so pissed at myself right now. wth am i blogging when i'm suppose to do rs?!?!?!?!
rasyidah u asshole... pfffft....!!!! focus la idiot! off for rs.