It's only been almost 3 weeks since school reopen but it feels as though it's been forever. Yes, time does fly by fast but everyday is so dense and compacted with so many things, it feels like we've been trudging through mud.
Tomorrow isn't a half day. I don't understand why. So what if Chinese New Year is only on next monday, doesn't mean we can't celebrate it in school tomorrow. Yeah we have a performance. To watch. Where's the fun in there? There can't even be a class party. Ok, even is we're gonna have lessons, how come we're not even allow to wear red tomorrow? Pantat.
Hmm... this is so sad. Farhan doesn't want to come home. He said he's not good enough for us and that's why he doesn't deserve to be with us. Unbelievable. But he still calls mum 'Ibu', dad 'Pak', me 'kakak' and my brothers 'abang', so there might still be hope. We celebrated his 10th birthday on 17th jan. His birthday was on 16th jan. Imagine that to be the first time someone celebrates his birthday. The first time that even he celebrates his own birthday. 16th january had always been another ordinary day for him. I hope he turns out well. He's a good kid. He didn't deserve the way he was brought up. If my family can't be the family for him, someone damn well find him a good one soon.