Mum and Dad and brothers are out. shopping. yay!! [sarcastic!] So I'm the only one home. Whatever. Had to go to madrasah to collect result slips. Okla.. Didn't study during the first term so my marks are kinda shit. Then went home and watched NUMB3RS. I got hooked up with it.. bUt.. it is interesting to watch. should have started watching ages ago. oh well.. school and mum bug me so often i couldn't sit on the couch in front of the tv for more than 1/2 hr. then i had to help out my mum cook cos my grandmother and aunts and cousin were coming over. and well, my grandma is very fussy so my mum wanted to cook more for them to eat and more as in more variety. my mum always put up a 'show' whenever they come over. well, especially in front of my grandmother. grandmother is just so fussy. honestly, sometimes i can't stand her. so mum always, you know, put in the extra effort to put up a good front and make sure the house is neat which is a feat. but then i'd be scolded like hell before they come cos my mum would be scolding me to help her out. ok, so just now i cook. ok..helped out my mum cook in the kitchen. my mum was cooking briyani. like wth.. she'd rarely cook that. and she's making deserts as well (1 's' right?) ya.. she's really putting up a good front. and then i went to english class. really interesting today. watched a little bit of documentary about politics. i'd fall asleep whenever it comes to politics. it's interesting yeah but just not catchy to me. yet. ?. but the person who made the documentary made it cool. ok, we didn't finish watching it. to be continued next week. after getting dismissed i walked to raffles city and called my little brother to ask if he wanted a banana juice. banana shake? basically liquid-ed banana from the blender and some ice. and then i asked him if my grandmother and aunts and cousing reached our place already and guess what?!?!?!?!?!?! they left. 5 minutes before i call. what the shit la.. i was damn pissed mann.. can't they just wait for me to get home?? yeah.. too much to ask huh?? and they left presents for me. typical sia.. so materialistic. they've always been materialistic. k, i'm not sure of abg shamir (my cuz) but my grandma and my aunts, yup. they left me money, handbag (like i will use it??) and there's chocolates, and tops. what the shit la.. can't they just wait a while just for me to come home?? i won't be seeing them for a long time. aunty rosey will return to Perth soon. her husband's still there. he didn't come over. then aunty yasmin and abg shamir will go back to KL where they live. and my grandmother goes back to her house. and then like always she'd go Kashmir to visit her 'adopted' grandchildren. and she'd go KL to aunty yasmin's house. and then back to S'pore and then Kashmir again and the bloody cycle repeats. what the shit.. and her travels are mostly paid by my dad. kk.. my dad's a gd son who takes care of his mum but this is wayyyyyy over. i've never been beyond KL ever in my entire life. and this kelantan trip i'll be taking part in will result in the furthest i've ever been. kelantan. people like sara lai were talking about their trip to china, japan, europe etc.etc. talking about beautiful toilets with plasma tv. nice man. real nice. where's the fairness in this? i don't see any silver lining whatsoever. i'm damn pissed. super pissed.