Yay! Finally I can blog.. wee! XD K, quite a lot of things had happened.. so first things first..
1. concert by RI
K, so I was late by 1/2 hour XD. sorry firdaus. well i was late because i was ironing. see..im so budak baik! ya right.. so we went solat at al-falah first. while waiting for me, firdaus ate. k then, we took 190 to victoria theatre hall. we actually went to the hall that we performed for pentas budaya then the ticket guy there said that maybe he thinks our concert is nextdoor. i didn't even know there was 2 halls. so we went to the other hall. actually we weren't sure then suddenly there was this english guy whom i presume is an RI teacher said that they've started already. So we went up and saw a teacher and an RI student behind a desk. when we reached, we weren't allowed to go in. but during interval, we went in and sat next to ama.
the concert was okla.. the choir part was really good.. the actions were cute. haha.. but the strings part was rather boring la..XD kinda draggy. ama and i were so stunned at the choir mann.. like they can go so high.. ain definitely can't reach that note that i know.. then ama, nas, firdaus and me went to solat then makan at macs before going home. and there were just some jerks.
2. my brother came home!! his mouth was still bleeding :/ but now he's fine..yay! but now he has to wear braces o.O
3. RI- RGS heritage trail was fine.. but i thought that the trail could be less ambitious as in there should be less stations but there should be more significant activities. and some people just should be more ethusiastic. then after that yearmates went out to year lunch. but siti and i went to cp.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Ok.. so madrasah exams are finally overRRR.. wee! like no more mugging!!! exams was okayye.. so today had tauhid paper. we started doing the paper at like 11.40 or so cos the ustazah was super slow coming into class and then when she came into class she forgot the papers. like zomg. then i finished the paper at 12. some questions i just like shoot in some answer (sure miss la..) haha.. no point i sit staring at the paper right. dunno means dunno. but i dnt think i will fail. so i spent like 20 minutes on the paper but on the schedule of the day, they put 1 hour 15 minutes to do the paper. like -_-" no? anyway, i saw syafiq. i was like zomg. so weird..he told me he saw me a couple of times before. then never say anything..
then yesterday, there was this fund raising project for masjid annur. so we were put to groups of 2-3. and sent to different masjids all over Singapore in taxis that masjid annur had called for us. the reason we went to masjids was cause it was friday and there was friday prayers so there'll bound to be many people. i gotta say that's smart..so i got into the same group as Seha. she's so hilarious mann... nvm personal joke anyway..so shan't elaborate what she did o.O oh and i saw syafiq. met him actually to get the concert tickets.
so Seha and me were stationed at masjid darussalam which is at clementi. i was kinda hoping i would see abang kamal or siapa-siapa la but i guessed they went to masjid tentera which is nearer to nus campus if they were in campus in the first place. so there were 2 entrances to the masjid darussalam. Seha went to the back gate cos there was a staircase so she could sit. So i took the main gate. It's interesting to watch people. Like I found out that most people there actually took their right shoes off before their left shoes. K, call it boredom.. Then there was also staff members from masjid darussalam who were also carrying these buckets where it says 'tabung amal'. And dunno why but a lot of the pakciks that came into the mosque to pray put their money into my tabung instead of those staff members from masjid darussalam. and those staff members were like giving me this look and one of them said 'wahh.. masjid annur ada banyak duit' like wth.. since when has there been competition?? K, then it got more boring cos there weren't many people yet so in the end, i started smsing syafiq. XD
Then i made another observation which is that the older people namely the pakciks came into the masjid first. eh.. some of them generous ok.. like they put in 10 bucks into my tabung and then another 10 bucks in the tabung amal for masjid darussalam. then came the muda-muda.cehwah..XD like 20+ or late teens. hehe.. ada handsome2 jugak yang derma.. tsktsk.. orang ngah buat kerja amal la.. satu kali pandang rezeki. dua kali pandang dah salah dah.XD but those guys, they're also very generous man.. like one of them donated 12 bucks which is alot. at least to me it is. so who says only old people are doing the amal work? anyway, i hadn't had time to dua kali pandang cos literally, there were people queuing (is that how it's spelt? tsk syidah ni..) to donate into my tabung amal and i had to help cos the hole of tin is like so small. and the staff member from masjid darussalam like pandang pandang with that sengeh.. like whatever la.. tak salah pe if they wanna derma to masjid annur right? but it was uncomfortable cos i'm a girl at a place that is by the minute getting crowded with guys.
The hole of the tin is damn small. like people were struggling to put notes into my tabung. then the people behind, waiting to donate were folding they're notes smaller. lol..then there was this pakcik who couldn't put the notes in so he just put the money on top of the tin and asked me to put it in for him which of course i did.
so as prayer time was nearing, more people came. and i realise that those that came later were actually students. and some came with their bags and briefcase which i assume to contain they're laptops. not all of them donated cos they were kinda hurrying to take wudhuk. but some did.
then after the solat, i stationed myself again at the entrance and some people donated. i swear there was this guy who donated twice into my tabung. then after that, Seha and i sat at the main entrance and we just waited for the same taxi driver who drove us there to drive us back to masjid annur. so while waiting, we bought kuih. there was this stall next to the entrance but inside the masjid la.. i was like squeezed next to the stall so as to avoid hitting any guys during the collection of money (macam hari raya pulak eh). then the staff members gave Seha and me 2 packets of nasi briyani each. like zomg. actually a staff member gave 2 packets to me, one for Seha and one for me. but another staff member who was jaga-ing the back entrance and who was with Seha gave 2 packets to Seha supposedly one for her and one for me. haiz.. then just as we were about to leave, the makcik at the kuih stall gave us 4 packets of free popiah basah. like zomg. so much food.. and masjid annur also gave us food. then when we balik masjid annur there's gonna be food also.. food galore!!
then today, ustaz maznan told us that yesterday's efforts turned out to be a great success cos we raised like $332 400 ++. can't remember the ones and tens digits. and it was either he said 'and 4 cents' or 'and 40 cents'.
personally, i hope that the students who helped out actually did it because it was right and not only they wanted to help out after ustaz firdaus said that we'll get 5 bucks for our work plus 5 marks extra for eac of our exam subjects. bribery ni.. X/
then yesterday, there was this fund raising project for masjid annur. so we were put to groups of 2-3. and sent to different masjids all over Singapore in taxis that masjid annur had called for us. the reason we went to masjids was cause it was friday and there was friday prayers so there'll bound to be many people. i gotta say that's smart..so i got into the same group as Seha. she's so hilarious mann... nvm personal joke anyway..so shan't elaborate what she did o.O oh and i saw syafiq. met him actually to get the concert tickets.
so Seha and me were stationed at masjid darussalam which is at clementi. i was kinda hoping i would see abang kamal or siapa-siapa la but i guessed they went to masjid tentera which is nearer to nus campus if they were in campus in the first place. so there were 2 entrances to the masjid darussalam. Seha went to the back gate cos there was a staircase so she could sit. So i took the main gate. It's interesting to watch people. Like I found out that most people there actually took their right shoes off before their left shoes. K, call it boredom.. Then there was also staff members from masjid darussalam who were also carrying these buckets where it says 'tabung amal'. And dunno why but a lot of the pakciks that came into the mosque to pray put their money into my tabung instead of those staff members from masjid darussalam. and those staff members were like giving me this look and one of them said 'wahh.. masjid annur ada banyak duit' like wth.. since when has there been competition?? K, then it got more boring cos there weren't many people yet so in the end, i started smsing syafiq. XD
Then i made another observation which is that the older people namely the pakciks came into the masjid first. eh.. some of them generous ok.. like they put in 10 bucks into my tabung and then another 10 bucks in the tabung amal for masjid darussalam. then came the muda-muda.cehwah..XD like 20+ or late teens. hehe.. ada handsome2 jugak yang derma.. tsktsk.. orang ngah buat kerja amal la.. satu kali pandang rezeki. dua kali pandang dah salah dah.XD but those guys, they're also very generous man.. like one of them donated 12 bucks which is alot. at least to me it is. so who says only old people are doing the amal work? anyway, i hadn't had time to dua kali pandang cos literally, there were people queuing (is that how it's spelt? tsk syidah ni..) to donate into my tabung amal and i had to help cos the hole of tin is like so small. and the staff member from masjid darussalam like pandang pandang with that sengeh.. like whatever la.. tak salah pe if they wanna derma to masjid annur right? but it was uncomfortable cos i'm a girl at a place that is by the minute getting crowded with guys.
The hole of the tin is damn small. like people were struggling to put notes into my tabung. then the people behind, waiting to donate were folding they're notes smaller. lol..then there was this pakcik who couldn't put the notes in so he just put the money on top of the tin and asked me to put it in for him which of course i did.
so as prayer time was nearing, more people came. and i realise that those that came later were actually students. and some came with their bags and briefcase which i assume to contain they're laptops. not all of them donated cos they were kinda hurrying to take wudhuk. but some did.
then after the solat, i stationed myself again at the entrance and some people donated. i swear there was this guy who donated twice into my tabung. then after that, Seha and i sat at the main entrance and we just waited for the same taxi driver who drove us there to drive us back to masjid annur. so while waiting, we bought kuih. there was this stall next to the entrance but inside the masjid la.. i was like squeezed next to the stall so as to avoid hitting any guys during the collection of money (macam hari raya pulak eh). then the staff members gave Seha and me 2 packets of nasi briyani each. like zomg. actually a staff member gave 2 packets to me, one for Seha and one for me. but another staff member who was jaga-ing the back entrance and who was with Seha gave 2 packets to Seha supposedly one for her and one for me. haiz.. then just as we were about to leave, the makcik at the kuih stall gave us 4 packets of free popiah basah. like zomg. so much food.. and masjid annur also gave us food. then when we balik masjid annur there's gonna be food also.. food galore!!
then today, ustaz maznan told us that yesterday's efforts turned out to be a great success cos we raised like $332 400 ++. can't remember the ones and tens digits. and it was either he said 'and 4 cents' or 'and 40 cents'.
personally, i hope that the students who helped out actually did it because it was right and not only they wanted to help out after ustaz firdaus said that we'll get 5 bucks for our work plus 5 marks extra for eac of our exam subjects. bribery ni.. X/
Monday, November 19, 2007
I've recently gotten hooked up on this show called '24'. It's just simply amazing. The plot is always full of twists and surprises. There's always something new coming out of it. And it's always emotional. The story is dealing with government and stuff but although it's all high-tech and classified and all those secrecy, there's still touches of humanity in it. It just makes the plot more real.
And watching it makes me think about life. It's like this story revolves around the matter of trust. It's who you can trust and who you can't. And I don't know but I've never thought of life that complicated until you can't trust the person right next to you. It's not that you don't want to but it's just you can't. And there's this sickening unsure feeling in you. You don't know what to do. There's circumstances and issues and complications. And you have to think on your feet. Have back up plans in case the original one backfires or something. And yet you still have to go ahead and still trust people because you have to do what's right and not let anything else gets in the way of that because you have to make critical decisions and millions of people's lives depend on those decisions.
And here I am. Taking a lot of things for granted. I'm ready to scream 'give me a break!' when I'm loaded with work and when my mum pesters me on something. But when you talk about people's lives. When you talk about dealing with the future. The unknown. Anything can happen.
And when you talk about relationships, friendships and bonds. And it just matters how much you trust someone. You need to have good bond between people. And this bond doesn't take overnight to be strong. It takes time to build and more importantly, you do need it to be strong cos during crisis, those are the people you turn to. I can't help but think of yearmates and other friends that I have. And the fact that sometimes, I do expect them to be there to help me. But the question is, how much have I help them? With things, I don't know, just stuff..that they need help with.
And also with a strong bond, with trust and also of course, there comes love. Love for the friends you've known. And it's love that secures you. That makes you feel safe and at home. Love is what makes you willing to do anything for that person you love. And you won't regret it because you trust that person. And that person trusts you. And most importantly, you trust yourself. You know you're doing the right thing. You've never been more sure in your life.
And watching it makes me think about life. It's like this story revolves around the matter of trust. It's who you can trust and who you can't. And I don't know but I've never thought of life that complicated until you can't trust the person right next to you. It's not that you don't want to but it's just you can't. And there's this sickening unsure feeling in you. You don't know what to do. There's circumstances and issues and complications. And you have to think on your feet. Have back up plans in case the original one backfires or something. And yet you still have to go ahead and still trust people because you have to do what's right and not let anything else gets in the way of that because you have to make critical decisions and millions of people's lives depend on those decisions.
And here I am. Taking a lot of things for granted. I'm ready to scream 'give me a break!' when I'm loaded with work and when my mum pesters me on something. But when you talk about people's lives. When you talk about dealing with the future. The unknown. Anything can happen.
And when you talk about relationships, friendships and bonds. And it just matters how much you trust someone. You need to have good bond between people. And this bond doesn't take overnight to be strong. It takes time to build and more importantly, you do need it to be strong cos during crisis, those are the people you turn to. I can't help but think of yearmates and other friends that I have. And the fact that sometimes, I do expect them to be there to help me. But the question is, how much have I help them? With things, I don't know, just stuff..that they need help with.
And also with a strong bond, with trust and also of course, there comes love. Love for the friends you've known. And it's love that secures you. That makes you feel safe and at home. Love is what makes you willing to do anything for that person you love. And you won't regret it because you trust that person. And that person trusts you. And most importantly, you trust yourself. You know you're doing the right thing. You've never been more sure in your life.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I wonder why..
I always fall in love with those who simply can't love me back
because they have someone/something else to occupy their thoughts
I wonder why..
I always care for those who in the end
just couldn't care less for me
I wonder why..
I always cared too much
when in the end I always end up being used
I wonder why..
I always let myself be used by others as means
I wonder why..
I just can't let go when it all is clear that I should
knowing that it'd hurt me more if i stayed
I wonder why..
I always came back
because being away makes me feel guilty and it hurts me
I wonder why..
I'm always torn in two between leaving and staying
because I'd be torn between me and you
and whichever choise i make, my heart is to break
I wonder why..
I care about what you might think of me
when I know you never think of me
I wonder why I even bother
I wonder why I even sit down and cry
I wonder why I worry about you
when you don't give a s**t about me
I wonder why I take so much trouble when in the end it'd just be you happy.
and me alone..
again.
Every woman in the world to me-air supply (just the verses)
Every night seems dinner and wine
Saturday days
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurried world
Laughing my self to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh
It's such a crazy home town
It can drag you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't know what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me
When suddenly you found me, oh
Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together we'll climb
As high as the highest star
I'm living the life time in every minute
That we're together
And I'm staying right here forever, oh
Well, that's the thing about me see. I laugh about and try to be so happy to cheer you up and so that you won't worry about me which I suppose never in a blue baboon's butt will you do so, and in the end at night I just cry, exhausted with all the pretending, sick of what I actually did. And in the end, I made me a goal which is to see you happy and in the end, all my hopes and dreams are seconded. And yeah you don't know what happiness means because you just don't seem to cherish it and next thing I know, you fall in the mud again when I already dry-cleaned you and I'll have to do it again. And yeah, I really do feel like strangers around you cos you don't know me, not with everything revolving around you. And see, the sad thing is, I'm satisfied when you're happy, knowing that I did a good job and I know I'm staying put in case you ever need me.
And this is to a lot of people. As in I'm refering to a lot of people in this post. What I'm going through is really mentally and emotionally draining.
But then again, I guess this is love, isn't it?
I never got my birthday wish
I always fall in love with those who simply can't love me back
because they have someone/something else to occupy their thoughts
I wonder why..
I always care for those who in the end
just couldn't care less for me
I wonder why..
I always cared too much
when in the end I always end up being used
I wonder why..
I always let myself be used by others as means
I wonder why..
I just can't let go when it all is clear that I should
knowing that it'd hurt me more if i stayed
I wonder why..
I always came back
because being away makes me feel guilty and it hurts me
I wonder why..
I'm always torn in two between leaving and staying
because I'd be torn between me and you
and whichever choise i make, my heart is to break
I wonder why..
I care about what you might think of me
when I know you never think of me
I wonder why I even bother
I wonder why I even sit down and cry
I wonder why I worry about you
when you don't give a s**t about me
I wonder why I take so much trouble when in the end it'd just be you happy.
and me alone..
again.
Every woman in the world to me-air supply (just the verses)
Every night seems dinner and wine
Saturday days
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurried world
Laughing my self to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh
It's such a crazy home town
It can drag you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't know what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me
When suddenly you found me, oh
Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together we'll climb
As high as the highest star
I'm living the life time in every minute
That we're together
And I'm staying right here forever, oh
Well, that's the thing about me see. I laugh about and try to be so happy to cheer you up and so that you won't worry about me which I suppose never in a blue baboon's butt will you do so, and in the end at night I just cry, exhausted with all the pretending, sick of what I actually did. And in the end, I made me a goal which is to see you happy and in the end, all my hopes and dreams are seconded. And yeah you don't know what happiness means because you just don't seem to cherish it and next thing I know, you fall in the mud again when I already dry-cleaned you and I'll have to do it again. And yeah, I really do feel like strangers around you cos you don't know me, not with everything revolving around you. And see, the sad thing is, I'm satisfied when you're happy, knowing that I did a good job and I know I'm staying put in case you ever need me.
And this is to a lot of people. As in I'm refering to a lot of people in this post. What I'm going through is really mentally and emotionally draining.
But then again, I guess this is love, isn't it?
I never got my birthday wish
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
K.. back from camp. I'm really really sorry that we broke our promise to our sec 3 ma'ams, to make this tcamp successfull. As in, we tried but I guess maybe it's just not enough. Personally, I thought we could better control our juniors but it's kinda hard since they don't listen to us. We really didn't want to shout but if kind words just make you all more dependant on us, then yelling is perhaps the only answer. We really didn't want to shout. and i'm sorry to those juniors I screamed at to stop dragging, to eat faster, to time etc. As in, yes, juniors can depend on us for some things but not everything. Sometimes it's obvious that some of the juniors are trying hard but like 5 people or so can't make up for the rest of the juniors. And just cos my year is willing to do stuff for the juniors doesn't mean y'all should take it for granted la.. next year is gonna be juniors and your own juniors, we're not gonna help y'all already. So if juniors, you guys aren't ready, how can you help the next batch? And juniors should stop thinking that y'all are princesses cos then you might as well go sleep and dream this kind of stuff. If you're tired, so are we ok.. and we are more tired than you cos we need to take care of you and try to make things organized and it's tiring to literally shout our timing just to cover up your voices, to persevere and carry your babies and camp flags when you say you can't. This is a camp for humans if you hadn't realise so why can't we hear your timing? if you have cramp or stitch, it's most likely that my yearmates has them too. Just persevere. As in, it's ok if you really really cannot take it but don't fake. Don't think the world will wait for you. Just cos the food is a lot, you totally expect us to be your back up stomachs. As we can and will help but please la.. we're not dustbins can?? and we have our share of food too. We're going through the same camp for heaven's sake. Do you really have to wait for us to start crying again, pleading with the ma'ams to return all the kidnapped babies and flags, to try rescuing the babies that were going to be kidnapped but y'all really don't seem to care at all. I don't think we need the ma'ams to scold us before we can co-ooperate right?
I don't believe the juniors were unprepared for massevac. We send them notes. Extra stuff they don't need to yet learn. And we gave them a lot of mass evac pracs and also scenarios. I don't know how that cannot be enough. As in, we can so much give juniors practice and notes but if they don't want to revise on their own then it's out of our hands already.
But I think my year also has a lot of things to improve on. Definitely, we are better at doing first aid and evac but we should help each other buck up. I really need to improve also. A lot. we should build up confidence. I think one of the reason that we are indecisive is because we are completely unsure of which decision to take in case we made a wrong one cos we really really don't want to disappoint the ma'ams again because we realise the effort put in to plan the whole camp and it must have hurt to know the batch that you had a major part in bringing up turn up to be such disappointment. But the time we took in making a decision still earned us a scolding.
To all the day and bunk i/cs.. I'm really really sorry on behalf of the campus (I don't know about the juniors tho..) that we didn't contribute much to make things better. We're really sorry that in the end, you have to bear responsibility for our carelessness, lack of sense of urgency, disorganisation and our selfishness. We're really sorry we didn't listen to you right from the start. And we're sorry that you have to do punishments for us. We're sorry that we left you behind to bear all our mistakes. We're sorry that we are dependant on the i/cs too much just cos we're relieve that we didn't get chosen to be i/c. Saying sorry definitely isn't enough. But I really swear that I'll try my best to make things run smoothly by listening to i/cs all the time and I'm sure yearmates feel the same way too. I'm just saying that I love all you yearmates deep down in my heart and it's time I have to prove it.
To juniors, please please buck up. It's not too much to ask when we say 'try. just try and persevere'. We love you all too so we really want to see you be the best cadets you can be. We want to feel the satisfaction that we had a part in making a successful batch of cadets who are efficient. those who did try, thanks really a lot but rmbr you are all a year and not an individual so please help each other out.
Juniors, it's really come to begging from our year. We can't be with you always, to help you. In fact, next year's training camp is going to be run by us and we don't want to be disappointed that the cadets that we help brought up turned out to be horrible. I think it's enough that we disappoint the ma'ams during these 2 days but it's possible to make ammeds and be terrifically better next year and the year after and so continuing on..
We'll make this a unit effort ok.. jiayou everyone..
this is a personal opinion so sorry for any possible hurting remarks.
I don't believe the juniors were unprepared for massevac. We send them notes. Extra stuff they don't need to yet learn. And we gave them a lot of mass evac pracs and also scenarios. I don't know how that cannot be enough. As in, we can so much give juniors practice and notes but if they don't want to revise on their own then it's out of our hands already.
But I think my year also has a lot of things to improve on. Definitely, we are better at doing first aid and evac but we should help each other buck up. I really need to improve also. A lot. we should build up confidence. I think one of the reason that we are indecisive is because we are completely unsure of which decision to take in case we made a wrong one cos we really really don't want to disappoint the ma'ams again because we realise the effort put in to plan the whole camp and it must have hurt to know the batch that you had a major part in bringing up turn up to be such disappointment. But the time we took in making a decision still earned us a scolding.
To all the day and bunk i/cs.. I'm really really sorry on behalf of the campus (I don't know about the juniors tho..) that we didn't contribute much to make things better. We're really sorry that in the end, you have to bear responsibility for our carelessness, lack of sense of urgency, disorganisation and our selfishness. We're really sorry we didn't listen to you right from the start. And we're sorry that you have to do punishments for us. We're sorry that we left you behind to bear all our mistakes. We're sorry that we are dependant on the i/cs too much just cos we're relieve that we didn't get chosen to be i/c. Saying sorry definitely isn't enough. But I really swear that I'll try my best to make things run smoothly by listening to i/cs all the time and I'm sure yearmates feel the same way too. I'm just saying that I love all you yearmates deep down in my heart and it's time I have to prove it.
To juniors, please please buck up. It's not too much to ask when we say 'try. just try and persevere'. We love you all too so we really want to see you be the best cadets you can be. We want to feel the satisfaction that we had a part in making a successful batch of cadets who are efficient. those who did try, thanks really a lot but rmbr you are all a year and not an individual so please help each other out.
Juniors, it's really come to begging from our year. We can't be with you always, to help you. In fact, next year's training camp is going to be run by us and we don't want to be disappointed that the cadets that we help brought up turned out to be horrible. I think it's enough that we disappoint the ma'ams during these 2 days but it's possible to make ammeds and be terrifically better next year and the year after and so continuing on..
We'll make this a unit effort ok.. jiayou everyone..
this is a personal opinion so sorry for any possible hurting remarks.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
I dunno why this was saved under drafts..
Had another jalan raya yesterday with Rafflesians. as in with RI peeps too. K.. the day started of with us going to hanis' house. but i didn't follow along cos i had to clean up the house first and my mum didn't wanna help. it's just not fair mann.. i mean whenever my abang's friend wanna come along, she'd clean up the house and i had to help her out. where's the justice in that???
So i had no choice but to skip hanis' house. then i joined the group (Hanis, Sarah, Amalina, Syarfeena, Diyanah) to Ama's house. It's so freaky...like Sarah predicted I was going to wear blue and yeah i was wearing blue or turqoise..whatever..
Then after that it was to Firdaus' house. We were super late..o.O.. Then it was just Diy, Syarfeena and me. Then, met up Aqid, Sufyan and Syafiq at Firdaus' house. Firdaus, you cannot complain that we didn't eat cos we ate okayye..his mum is nice. Then Firdaus showed CSP camp pics and also a collage that he made.
Then we went to Aqid's house in Boon Lay. The journey was like 1hr plus plus plus?!?! exaggerating. haha. took some pics in the train. randomness...
Then at Boon Lay MRT station, Ain joined our group. Then we went to Aqids' house which is like freaking nice.. wee!! like imagine living in such a nice house. and going to sleep also require you to excercise a little cos you have to climb the stairs..haha
Anyway.. i just learned that Sufyan luuurrrvvveeessssssssss nuggets. haha!! like nuggets nuggets nuggests GALORE! sry i was a little harsh about zuhur. XD
Then, it was over to Feena's house. We took cab. Haiz.. kosongla pocket aku XD. The food was nice there. Then Ahmad also came so he joined our group. We also had meet-feena's-parents-session. Cos her parents wanna know what she does at school. haha. it was freaky ok... then her dad was like 'i don't wanna hear about her positive points. i want you to tell me about her negative points.' like what are we suppose to say?? haha.. feena's little brother and sister is super cute. haha. tembam XD.
ohh..then we tried making syafiq sing but he didn't =( apa seh... hmph.. and he said he was going to sing for us at his home which he also didn't.. tsktsktsk
we solat-ed asar at her house. then maghrib also cos we were waiting for dear lenny!! and her sis of course..
after feena's house, it was syafiq's house. by then it was like 9 or so.. watched a bit of tv and there was food but i didn't eat cos i was full.. like ohmygod..bloated.. X/
then it was my house which was the last house.. i kinda feel guilty cos i was like going home already but they had to travel far to go home.. i so kesiankan firdaus, ahmad, aqid and ain. it's like they live at the extreme ends of the island...
my mum made marshmallows with coated choceolate. yum.. i was eating the leftovers after they left XD
too bad it was kinda late at night..if not then aqid could have played the guitar. wee!! like that time fird and khai was playing the guitar and my brother played the drums.
So, after the whole thing yesterday, i learned
1. to bring telekung when i go beraya. and also to stop asking guys if they have telekungs...=) and instead, ask if their mums/sisters have telekungs that we can borrow.
2. bring guards. cos somehow i became feena's 'punching bag'. haha.. tsktsk feena..feena.. ahemahemahem..
3. bring money in case if we are suppose to take cab
Had another jalan raya yesterday with Rafflesians. as in with RI peeps too. K.. the day started of with us going to hanis' house. but i didn't follow along cos i had to clean up the house first and my mum didn't wanna help. it's just not fair mann.. i mean whenever my abang's friend wanna come along, she'd clean up the house and i had to help her out. where's the justice in that???
So i had no choice but to skip hanis' house. then i joined the group (Hanis, Sarah, Amalina, Syarfeena, Diyanah) to Ama's house. It's so freaky...like Sarah predicted I was going to wear blue and yeah i was wearing blue or turqoise..whatever..
Then after that it was to Firdaus' house. We were super late..o.O.. Then it was just Diy, Syarfeena and me. Then, met up Aqid, Sufyan and Syafiq at Firdaus' house. Firdaus, you cannot complain that we didn't eat cos we ate okayye..his mum is nice. Then Firdaus showed CSP camp pics and also a collage that he made.
Then we went to Aqid's house in Boon Lay. The journey was like 1hr plus plus plus?!?! exaggerating. haha. took some pics in the train. randomness...
Then at Boon Lay MRT station, Ain joined our group. Then we went to Aqids' house which is like freaking nice.. wee!! like imagine living in such a nice house. and going to sleep also require you to excercise a little cos you have to climb the stairs..haha
Anyway.. i just learned that Sufyan luuurrrvvveeessssssssss nuggets. haha!! like nuggets nuggets nuggests GALORE! sry i was a little harsh about zuhur. XD
Then, it was over to Feena's house. We took cab. Haiz.. kosongla pocket aku XD. The food was nice there. Then Ahmad also came so he joined our group. We also had meet-feena's-parents-session. Cos her parents wanna know what she does at school. haha. it was freaky ok... then her dad was like 'i don't wanna hear about her positive points. i want you to tell me about her negative points.' like what are we suppose to say?? haha.. feena's little brother and sister is super cute. haha. tembam XD.
ohh..then we tried making syafiq sing but he didn't =( apa seh... hmph.. and he said he was going to sing for us at his home which he also didn't.. tsktsktsk
we solat-ed asar at her house. then maghrib also cos we were waiting for dear lenny!! and her sis of course..
after feena's house, it was syafiq's house. by then it was like 9 or so.. watched a bit of tv and there was food but i didn't eat cos i was full.. like ohmygod..bloated.. X/
then it was my house which was the last house.. i kinda feel guilty cos i was like going home already but they had to travel far to go home.. i so kesiankan firdaus, ahmad, aqid and ain. it's like they live at the extreme ends of the island...
my mum made marshmallows with coated choceolate. yum.. i was eating the leftovers after they left XD
too bad it was kinda late at night..if not then aqid could have played the guitar. wee!! like that time fird and khai was playing the guitar and my brother played the drums.
So, after the whole thing yesterday, i learned
1. to bring telekung when i go beraya. and also to stop asking guys if they have telekungs...=) and instead, ask if their mums/sisters have telekungs that we can borrow.
2. bring guards. cos somehow i became feena's 'punching bag'. haha.. tsktsk feena..feena.. ahemahemahem..
3. bring money in case if we are suppose to take cab
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Today was totally fun...
well, i went to school to meet up with juniors. discussed year items and group items. did a bit of briefing about expectations. had mass evacs.
then lunch at some foodcourt at far east. and guess what.. saw my 2 cousins. they're brothers. when we were eating (was with charlotte, huan ying, ain, mona, khaing zin, sally, lishan, xiaowei, diy and lena. siti decided not to eat), they came into the foodcourt with some of their friends. then, i wanted to go over and say hi. but their friends kinda look like mats and minahs (sorry..) so it scared some crap out of me so i decided not to. then when it was paying time, i finished eating. so i went to pay la... and diy was with me. i decided to ignore them at first. then abang ilya was like 'is that rasyidah?' to his younger brother. and duh... i can hear him. so i turn around and waved. embarassed much cos his friends were looking at me. then after paying, i went over to salam abang ilya before leaving and i feel kinda bad that i didn't salam his adik who's a lot older than me by the way. cos in order to so, i would have to lean forward across the table to reach to his adik. then that means i have to kinda lean towards his friend which is very the paiseh and embarassing. so after that, i just left. oh mann.. i can't believe abang ilya hands around with those type of people. oh shoot... am i being a bit stereotype here?? kay..shall change my thinking. despite their appearances like mats and minahs, they might be nice people down deep... and that's why my cuz hangs out with them and befriends them. see...im being positive. yay me! i trust abang ilya. anyway, it was nice seeing him cos it's been very long. and when i went over his place, he wasn't at home cos he was away at ns.
then, after lunch, had another mass evac. it was a lot better. then year item. then me and siti actually stayed in school till 6.20 in school to watch Pride and Prejudice.on youtube. HAHA!! I LUUUURRRVVVEEEEEEEEEE that show so much!!! i've watched it once before. on youtube. pathetic huh?? my dad won't get for me the dvd. sighs... me and siti were like awww...
actually i explained the story to her. like the whole plot. and it was super complicated (right siti XD). i had to draw a diagram for her to understand. haiz...i thought only maths could be this complicated XD. haha.. then a brilliant idea struck me and i told siti 'hey, let's watch the movie! it's on youtube!' and she gave me that crazy look... but haha.. in the end, we watched it.. it was so so so so so so touching... AWWWWW......!!! then while watching the movie, siti actually refered to the diagram. haha!
i like the ending. it's so sweet!!! quote: 'You must know. Surely you must know that I did this all for you'
say it with me people... AWWWW!!!
if there's only such a guy in the world...
and keira knightley is so chio!!! and siti is so shocked to hear her called plain in the movie. who cares if it's in a movie. she's pretty and it's injustice to call her 'barely tolerable'. and the part where lizzie and darcy had the argument. when lizzie totally rejected him. siti was like so stunned. haha! and the ending was so sweet!!!
siti and me, we agree that the cutest character was Bingley and the father. haha!!
wee!!! shall go watch in on youtube again. that's how pathetic i am sia... i watched step up on youtube also.. like -__-"'
and after that...i was totally teasing siti about ahemahemahem...grins... HAHA!!! siti, you told me you'd post all my jokes so you better!!! MWAHAHAHA!!
but i also earned A LOT of tight slaps from siti. my arms and shoulders are damn painful... if i ever have a shoulder dislocation, siti, it should be on your account XD (and we just had mass evac with the juniors o.O)
well, i went to school to meet up with juniors. discussed year items and group items. did a bit of briefing about expectations. had mass evacs.
then lunch at some foodcourt at far east. and guess what.. saw my 2 cousins. they're brothers. when we were eating (was with charlotte, huan ying, ain, mona, khaing zin, sally, lishan, xiaowei, diy and lena. siti decided not to eat), they came into the foodcourt with some of their friends. then, i wanted to go over and say hi. but their friends kinda look like mats and minahs (sorry..) so it scared some crap out of me so i decided not to. then when it was paying time, i finished eating. so i went to pay la... and diy was with me. i decided to ignore them at first. then abang ilya was like 'is that rasyidah?' to his younger brother. and duh... i can hear him. so i turn around and waved. embarassed much cos his friends were looking at me. then after paying, i went over to salam abang ilya before leaving and i feel kinda bad that i didn't salam his adik who's a lot older than me by the way. cos in order to so, i would have to lean forward across the table to reach to his adik. then that means i have to kinda lean towards his friend which is very the paiseh and embarassing. so after that, i just left. oh mann.. i can't believe abang ilya hands around with those type of people. oh shoot... am i being a bit stereotype here?? kay..shall change my thinking. despite their appearances like mats and minahs, they might be nice people down deep... and that's why my cuz hangs out with them and befriends them. see...im being positive. yay me! i trust abang ilya. anyway, it was nice seeing him cos it's been very long. and when i went over his place, he wasn't at home cos he was away at ns.
then, after lunch, had another mass evac. it was a lot better. then year item. then me and siti actually stayed in school till 6.20 in school to watch Pride and Prejudice.on youtube. HAHA!! I LUUUURRRVVVEEEEEEEEEE that show so much!!! i've watched it once before. on youtube. pathetic huh?? my dad won't get for me the dvd. sighs... me and siti were like awww...
actually i explained the story to her. like the whole plot. and it was super complicated (right siti XD). i had to draw a diagram for her to understand. haiz...i thought only maths could be this complicated XD. haha.. then a brilliant idea struck me and i told siti 'hey, let's watch the movie! it's on youtube!' and she gave me that crazy look... but haha.. in the end, we watched it.. it was so so so so so so touching... AWWWWW......!!! then while watching the movie, siti actually refered to the diagram. haha!
i like the ending. it's so sweet!!! quote: 'You must know. Surely you must know that I did this all for you'
say it with me people... AWWWW!!!
if there's only such a guy in the world...
and keira knightley is so chio!!! and siti is so shocked to hear her called plain in the movie. who cares if it's in a movie. she's pretty and it's injustice to call her 'barely tolerable'. and the part where lizzie and darcy had the argument. when lizzie totally rejected him. siti was like so stunned. haha! and the ending was so sweet!!!
siti and me, we agree that the cutest character was Bingley and the father. haha!!
wee!!! shall go watch in on youtube again. that's how pathetic i am sia... i watched step up on youtube also.. like -__-"'
and after that...i was totally teasing siti about ahemahemahem...grins... HAHA!!! siti, you told me you'd post all my jokes so you better!!! MWAHAHAHA!!
but i also earned A LOT of tight slaps from siti. my arms and shoulders are damn painful... if i ever have a shoulder dislocation, siti, it should be on your account XD (and we just had mass evac with the juniors o.O)
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Monday, November 5, 2007
Ok.. so monday was speeches (thanks siti).. i was falling asleep in almost everyone of them because sunday night, i stayed up late to watch a movie with my dad. but i do remember the last part of mrs deborah tan's speech. learn to say NO. haha.. that is a lesson worth learning..
so tuesday, malay enrichment, we had to watch a movie titled 'sumo'. i've watched it once before. find it really entertaining and enriching. you can learn something valuable there. we watched the first half of the movie before going to sri warisan. it was really nice over there. we had a good workshop about wayang kulit. the guy is really good. shucks. i forgot his name. and it might seem easy but wayang kulit is really difficult. with the emotions in your words and then having to handle the different props and puppets. not to mention it can last for hours, days sometimes, and you have to keep your standard up. you can't do a horrible job and it is tiring if you're doing it for hours. and the gamelan is really fascinating. i can't understand how someone can play the gendang. it's really confusing. a lot of hand co-ordination. and then again so is the piano. i guess practice makes it almost perfect.
and then we went back to sch and finished watching the movie. nice cikgu let us eat in class. wee! haha.. at the point of time where the sumo game was going on, everyone was gasping and some were like 'oh my god!'.. it's like watching soccer or rugby. haha
then on wednesday, we had jalan raya. it started of rather horribly. i mean, people were late. but then after that, almost everything went on almost smoothly. we had to change our plans now and then. we went to ain's house first, then sarah's, farah, lena and then all the way to tampines to afiqah's place, cikgu roziyah's (goodness, she looks like my aunt), then azira, cikgu melhan (his children is most amiable. i remembered ain was carring his youngest. and then he cried. but when she passed her to me, she stopped crying. aww... =)), mr azmizar, diy. but i didn't go to diy's house. it was really getting late. i took a cab home cos the bus was taking an irritatingly long time. i got locked out of the house when i reached home. that wasn't surprisingly really. but at least i didn't get the silent treatment.
thursday, netball carn and drama night. 202 won second for netball carn. wee!!! the cheers for our class was really funny. i like the second cheer:
score it, don't stop it
202 let's get on the court
let's work your body and the ball stays in the court
let me you see you 2/2 step
we love it when you 2/2 step
everybody 2/2 step
2/2's gonna win it all
it's sung to this song. i dunno the title. but i like our class cheer.
then drama night. i lied to my mum saying there were no more places cos i submit the reply slip late when i actually totally forgot to submit it in the first place. but even if i did, i wouldn't want her to come. i can tell she was relunctant to come anyway. the whole thing was last minute. she agreed to it only as i was on my way to school. and i didn't want her to be there if she really didn't want to see me on stage with the rest of 202. and besides, part of me loathed her at that point because of her locking me out the night before and totally ignoring my explanations of why i came home late, saying it was unexcusable. she didn't think herself as unreasonable. but i don't know what overcame her because she actually kissed me goodnight.
if there is one thing i want any parent to know is how the child tried his/her best in everything. who wouldn't want to make their parents proud? sometimes, only God knows why, a hard work's not paid off. and sometimes what my mum only sees is the results my siblings give her. she never really see our hard work. and sometimes she never see how hard me and my brother study because we usually mug in the library knowing that studying at home won't be productive because my mum will sometimes barge in to check on us and idris will make a racket. something about me and my brother, sometimes we like be in control of ourselves and our progress. that accounts to why we spend time by ourselves.
anyhow, i went to ms chen and lied to her saying that my mum couldn't make it but she suddenly told me that she had freed some time to come and watch so can she please please come? and ms chen said ok yea sure. and then smsed my mum and she came to watch. 202 won the third place. it's better than not getting in it at all. the prize we got was sorry.. but it's pathetic. we were all excited to know what was in the cardboard box. but when we ripped the wrapping paper off, and open the box, we got a shock to know inside was only envelopes. anthea grabbed some and was about to hand them out when she felt something inside and yell 'there's something inside!'. so everybody was hushed again. tension building up. then ama opened one of the envelopes....
...
...
...
then she put her hand in it...
...
...
and she took something out...
...
...
guess what was it???...
...
...
a bookmark. a bookmark. we were like.. uh-huh?!?! so much for the tension. but it had nice advises on the bookmark. mine was something about 'it doesn't matter how slow you are as long as you don't stop'. that makes sense. and emily tried to steal my bookmark. hmph... walau.. she's damn freaky.. she can carry ama! like wth?!?! so strong. and ama can't carry emily. o.O
ain's bookmark was 'a good relationship is forged between two forgivers'. i'm like awww... but then thinking again, how many mistakes can someone afford to make without the partner getting super pissed off? and how long can one tolerate the other's shit?
then, on friday we had farewell assembly and ODT. of course farewell assembly was a drag but we survived through it. then came ODT. performances were a lot better. maybe it was because it was for mrs deborah tan. but i thought the best gift for her was the portrait. it was really sweet. and thousand apologies to her when she hears our class song. due to lack of practice, some keys were totally off.
so tuesday, malay enrichment, we had to watch a movie titled 'sumo'. i've watched it once before. find it really entertaining and enriching. you can learn something valuable there. we watched the first half of the movie before going to sri warisan. it was really nice over there. we had a good workshop about wayang kulit. the guy is really good. shucks. i forgot his name. and it might seem easy but wayang kulit is really difficult. with the emotions in your words and then having to handle the different props and puppets. not to mention it can last for hours, days sometimes, and you have to keep your standard up. you can't do a horrible job and it is tiring if you're doing it for hours. and the gamelan is really fascinating. i can't understand how someone can play the gendang. it's really confusing. a lot of hand co-ordination. and then again so is the piano. i guess practice makes it almost perfect.
and then we went back to sch and finished watching the movie. nice cikgu let us eat in class. wee! haha.. at the point of time where the sumo game was going on, everyone was gasping and some were like 'oh my god!'.. it's like watching soccer or rugby. haha
then on wednesday, we had jalan raya. it started of rather horribly. i mean, people were late. but then after that, almost everything went on almost smoothly. we had to change our plans now and then. we went to ain's house first, then sarah's, farah, lena and then all the way to tampines to afiqah's place, cikgu roziyah's (goodness, she looks like my aunt), then azira, cikgu melhan (his children is most amiable. i remembered ain was carring his youngest. and then he cried. but when she passed her to me, she stopped crying. aww... =)), mr azmizar, diy. but i didn't go to diy's house. it was really getting late. i took a cab home cos the bus was taking an irritatingly long time. i got locked out of the house when i reached home. that wasn't surprisingly really. but at least i didn't get the silent treatment.
thursday, netball carn and drama night. 202 won second for netball carn. wee!!! the cheers for our class was really funny. i like the second cheer:
score it, don't stop it
202 let's get on the court
let's work your body and the ball stays in the court
let me you see you 2/2 step
we love it when you 2/2 step
everybody 2/2 step
2/2's gonna win it all
it's sung to this song. i dunno the title. but i like our class cheer.
then drama night. i lied to my mum saying there were no more places cos i submit the reply slip late when i actually totally forgot to submit it in the first place. but even if i did, i wouldn't want her to come. i can tell she was relunctant to come anyway. the whole thing was last minute. she agreed to it only as i was on my way to school. and i didn't want her to be there if she really didn't want to see me on stage with the rest of 202. and besides, part of me loathed her at that point because of her locking me out the night before and totally ignoring my explanations of why i came home late, saying it was unexcusable. she didn't think herself as unreasonable. but i don't know what overcame her because she actually kissed me goodnight.
if there is one thing i want any parent to know is how the child tried his/her best in everything. who wouldn't want to make their parents proud? sometimes, only God knows why, a hard work's not paid off. and sometimes what my mum only sees is the results my siblings give her. she never really see our hard work. and sometimes she never see how hard me and my brother study because we usually mug in the library knowing that studying at home won't be productive because my mum will sometimes barge in to check on us and idris will make a racket. something about me and my brother, sometimes we like be in control of ourselves and our progress. that accounts to why we spend time by ourselves.
anyhow, i went to ms chen and lied to her saying that my mum couldn't make it but she suddenly told me that she had freed some time to come and watch so can she please please come? and ms chen said ok yea sure. and then smsed my mum and she came to watch. 202 won the third place. it's better than not getting in it at all. the prize we got was sorry.. but it's pathetic. we were all excited to know what was in the cardboard box. but when we ripped the wrapping paper off, and open the box, we got a shock to know inside was only envelopes. anthea grabbed some and was about to hand them out when she felt something inside and yell 'there's something inside!'. so everybody was hushed again. tension building up. then ama opened one of the envelopes....
...
...
...
then she put her hand in it...
...
...
and she took something out...
...
...
guess what was it???...
...
...
a bookmark. a bookmark. we were like.. uh-huh?!?! so much for the tension. but it had nice advises on the bookmark. mine was something about 'it doesn't matter how slow you are as long as you don't stop'. that makes sense. and emily tried to steal my bookmark. hmph... walau.. she's damn freaky.. she can carry ama! like wth?!?! so strong. and ama can't carry emily. o.O
ain's bookmark was 'a good relationship is forged between two forgivers'. i'm like awww... but then thinking again, how many mistakes can someone afford to make without the partner getting super pissed off? and how long can one tolerate the other's shit?
then, on friday we had farewell assembly and ODT. of course farewell assembly was a drag but we survived through it. then came ODT. performances were a lot better. maybe it was because it was for mrs deborah tan. but i thought the best gift for her was the portrait. it was really sweet. and thousand apologies to her when she hears our class song. due to lack of practice, some keys were totally off.
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Events that happened this week:
- i totally forget what happened on monday. someone remind me please
- had malay enrichment on tuesday. it was fun. surprisingly.. then had kenduri doa for my grandad and grandmother
- jalan raya on wednesday.. wee!!!
- thursday, netball carn and drama night
- friday: farewell assembly for sec 4s and ODT
- saturday: piano exam, english class, kenduri doa
Shall elaborate later on. It's a lot to talk about. So I would need to spend a lot of time in front of the comp. And that tak akan direstu oleh my brother. I don't want another fight.
Shayne Ward- if it's ok with you. nice song ~~~
- i totally forget what happened on monday. someone remind me please
- had malay enrichment on tuesday. it was fun. surprisingly.. then had kenduri doa for my grandad and grandmother
- jalan raya on wednesday.. wee!!!
- thursday, netball carn and drama night
- friday: farewell assembly for sec 4s and ODT
- saturday: piano exam, english class, kenduri doa
Shall elaborate later on. It's a lot to talk about. So I would need to spend a lot of time in front of the comp. And that tak akan direstu oleh my brother. I don't want another fight.
Shayne Ward- if it's ok with you. nice song ~~~
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