i'm tired of sitting on the fence. by keeping quiet, it's as though i'm agreeing to it. but inside, only god knows what storm is raging. and i'm tired of making up excuses for you i mean come on... how much longer are you gonna take to finally mature? all these while i'm just keeping quiet cos i do prioritise your feelings and i still value our friendship. but tell me what friendship is there where it's only one sided? and i think it's rather dumb to be so concerned about you when you don't give a rat's fart about my feelings. i don't even know why i stick with you so long. it's not like i'm so desperate to gain some friends. but i made a commitment and a promise and unlike you, i do keep my promise okay.. to take care of you in your so fragile a state and when your mind is so disorganised. so here's my side of the story. and it's gonna be in white so you have a choice to read it or not.
i'm not surprised if after this you're not going to talk to me anymore. you and your kuncu-kuncu. but i really don't care anymore. and if firdaus told me i was being stupid that i'm fell for someone who evidently doesn't care about me. then this is a repetition of what's going on between us. all that i've done for you, you just don't seem to value it. i'm not looking for any kind of reward and i'm not expecting you to always be there for me. but a little gratitude, you mean to show you don't even have enough humanity in you to showcase your gratitude?
you know how un-subtle i can be. i won't mind telling you in your face how i feel about this matter. but this is my flaw. i can never live to hurt someone else. usually others' feelings have been my priority until even if i breakdown for a few nights in a row i still won't care about my condition that much.
and besides, even if i told you, it's not like you would listen. and all the while my excuse for you is that you're not in the right state of mind because of the problem you're facing. but that problem is stupid and it can be easily avoided. so i don't know what to else to say in your name against my better judgement. i mean, it just proves you're too wrapped up with yourself. and you don't really care what goes on around you. cos most of your life is just you and you and you. prove me wrong girl. prove me. and besides, i know you always come here to read my posts maybe to pick a fault against me so might as well read this post right?
ok, first things first. i don't want to be like you. who the hell wants to be like you? one of you is enough for ten thousand lifetimes. so what if i cut my hair?? i've always to since early sec 1. it's just that there hasn't been time or i was just too lazy. so i put it aside. cos unlike you, i'm not that vain. and my pouch, so? my wallet got torn. so obviously i need a new one. i found the pouch i'm using in my closet while cleaning it so i might as well use it than buying a new one. and don't you think i would wanna buy a nicer pouch that matches yours if i do ever wanna be like you? and you said i'm putting on your behaviour. that, i'm sorry ok. but don't you think that people will get a little influence when he/she hangs out with another person long enough? so you say i wanna be like you and you want me to change right? to be unlike you. fine by me. i never wanted to be like you in the first place. then what about others? you're gonna lie and say that there aren't others who are putting on a bit of your behaviour, your style? and i'm not restricting it to only girls. i mean even the dudes are using your words. apaever. apa-apalah and whatever else there is. so how can you blame me?
and you don't like the idea that i'm a bit more enthusiastic when y'all talk about guys. and if it still hasn't gone into your head. then you should know that i'm only doing it to fit in. sort of. you're like boy-expert or something and almost all your life, i don't know how many guys like you. and if guys are the only topic you can talk about apart from you and your guy problems (see? it's all back to guys again), then just for the sake of friendship, i have to lie and be a little more involve when you mention that topic. i seriously don't know why i bother trying. so if you're telling me to shut up about guys. then reflect a bit. and you shut your mouth about guys too. fair enough?
and you don't like me being more open and hyper. that is damn stupid. isn't me being more open means that i trust you more? i never knew that trust is such a bad thing. but if that's the case, then it's ok if you think i'm way below your feet that my trust isn't worthy. besides, i've fallen off my respect for you gradually since you came to me with your guy problems and when you're a little better, you go off and leave me alone. it's like i'm your tissue paper or something? when you need me you come to me and if not you dump me aside like some trash? and you proved to me you can't be trusted on important issues.
and when have i been 'snatching' guys from you? i admit i do talk a bit about guys, some of them your crushes, but it's my general impression about them. do you hear yourself talking? and how you go into explicit details about guys? hey i'm not as bad as you okay. talking about hypocrites. you're one of them. i don't mean to be harsh but that's the truth to me.
and just cos guys like you, doesn't mean you have to choose one of them. so what if guys like you? it's their damn business what their hearts tell them. yang kau nak perasan sangat apa hal? and if you like a guy, doesn't mean he has to return you the feelings you show him. learn to appreciate gratitude that he has shown you.
and you're so weak. he shakes you a bit. to you it's like the earthquake. start praying. no point you telling him to be good when you yourself is in a shit mess.
and stop being so materialistic. stop being so biased, one-sided, hypocritical, self-centered. stop thinking the world revolves around you.
i think i've said enough. and i'm not going to be surprised if after this you gonna show your true colours after reading this. if only other people know how y'all bitch. and you said you're sick about some people making up stories about you. then take a leaf out of your own book and stop bitching about people too. you can choose not to admit what i've said to be true. hell, it's your choice. i don't care. because knowing you, you usually turn a blind eye on your flaws. you acknowledge but you don't understand. you hear but you don't listen. so i hope you read and it goes in your head.
if i have been too harsh and too biased or basically if you think i'm not being fair. then tell me and prove me wrong about what i've said. if not, silent means consent. i'm not gonna apologise for saying what i said. and if you're gonna think more ill of me after reading this, then tell me. so i wouldn't waste money getting you a birthday present if you're not gonna appreciate it. and return me the book i borrowed from the library so that i can return it to the library tomorrow. that is if you can be trusted enough to do one simple thing.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Friday, September 28, 2007
wee! finally got rs presentation over.. all the cursing and frustration ends last tuesday. and there's still the biggest mess we're gonna have to go through starting this thursday. hell.. i can start today. wth.. EYA or EOY, it spells the same thing... exams!
k.. putting that aside.. french controle was killer. k it was so stupid. siti and i skipped school. we were allowed to. and we met at woodlands library to study at 11. and then we got all kan chiong cos our parents didn't call the school. we didn't know if they're suppose to even if we are excused from attending school. so what did we do??? go all the freaking way back to school. then we went GO and confirmed that we didn't truant. cos if we're absent and our parents didn't call, the it'd be considered truancy. and i think that goes straight to BETA. i think.
so we reached school during lunch time and spent only 20 minutes there? and then... the clerk was like 'you don't have to call if your teachers know you are taking the exam'. after confirming we aren't in deep trouble, we just left for moelc. or rather an-nadhah. we reached there at almost 2 i think. and siti was like 'why did we go all the way back to school again?'
k that was just a weird day...
so now my wishlist:
k.. this is more of what i need
1. a new bag. the one im wearing is seriously old and dirty.
2. a pencil box. the zip on mine got accidently pulled off. and yeah it got dirtied by ink.
3. a file. nv really realised how much ws we get in sch. and i want the high school musical file. as in the 1st musical. cos there's everyone inside and the design is nicey-nice! the high school musical 2 file designs are either there's everyone but the background is pretty plain or there's a nice cover but it's pink and not everyone's in it.
4. a notebook. k this isn't really very important. so maybe i can hold on to that for a while. oh and i really like the high school musical notebook. not high school musical 2 notebooks. it's the 1st musical. it's really nice. but i still can't fully decide. if i would, i'd just get them all! nyahaha!
5. compilation of jane austen's novels. k my dad is buying that. wee! damn it cost 40 bucks.
6. i wanna watch:
pride and prejudice
step up [im so behind..]
hairspray [woo! zac efron!]
7. and i'll think of the rest... the jacket and the shirt aren't really that appealing to me anymore. yeah it's nice. but it was more of an impulse at the moment when i said i wanted it.
so this afternoon had history remedial. wth.. 3 hrs.. damn.. im so wiped out. oh haha! just now, hanis, farah and i were like so hyper and we kept laughing. and i was a bit evil just now.. hehe.. we did trigo! and we were talking crap.. k.. some things have to be kept just btwn us..shh ppl! Then farah's dad send me to bukit panjang otw to clementi cos farah was visiting her aunt. and we were still so high we were making a fool of ourselves in the car. we were listening to farah's mp3 just now. and we were like acting out the songs.. like drama drama. haha! then got a bit the jiwang songs. so we were all like.. holding our hearts... and pretending we were really dedicating it to someone. haha! lameos!
haha k.. time flies... eoy is coming. slacked tonight. so tomorrow, gonna have to start working. jiayou ppl!
k.. putting that aside.. french controle was killer. k it was so stupid. siti and i skipped school. we were allowed to. and we met at woodlands library to study at 11. and then we got all kan chiong cos our parents didn't call the school. we didn't know if they're suppose to even if we are excused from attending school. so what did we do??? go all the freaking way back to school. then we went GO and confirmed that we didn't truant. cos if we're absent and our parents didn't call, the it'd be considered truancy. and i think that goes straight to BETA. i think.
so we reached school during lunch time and spent only 20 minutes there? and then... the clerk was like 'you don't have to call if your teachers know you are taking the exam'. after confirming we aren't in deep trouble, we just left for moelc. or rather an-nadhah. we reached there at almost 2 i think. and siti was like 'why did we go all the way back to school again?'
k that was just a weird day...
so now my wishlist:
k.. this is more of what i need
1. a new bag. the one im wearing is seriously old and dirty.
2. a pencil box. the zip on mine got accidently pulled off. and yeah it got dirtied by ink.
3. a file. nv really realised how much ws we get in sch. and i want the high school musical file. as in the 1st musical. cos there's everyone inside and the design is nicey-nice! the high school musical 2 file designs are either there's everyone but the background is pretty plain or there's a nice cover but it's pink and not everyone's in it.
4. a notebook. k this isn't really very important. so maybe i can hold on to that for a while. oh and i really like the high school musical notebook. not high school musical 2 notebooks. it's the 1st musical. it's really nice. but i still can't fully decide. if i would, i'd just get them all! nyahaha!
5. compilation of jane austen's novels. k my dad is buying that. wee! damn it cost 40 bucks.
6. i wanna watch:
pride and prejudice
step up [im so behind..]
hairspray [woo! zac efron!]
7. and i'll think of the rest... the jacket and the shirt aren't really that appealing to me anymore. yeah it's nice. but it was more of an impulse at the moment when i said i wanted it.
so this afternoon had history remedial. wth.. 3 hrs.. damn.. im so wiped out. oh haha! just now, hanis, farah and i were like so hyper and we kept laughing. and i was a bit evil just now.. hehe.. we did trigo! and we were talking crap.. k.. some things have to be kept just btwn us..shh ppl! Then farah's dad send me to bukit panjang otw to clementi cos farah was visiting her aunt. and we were still so high we were making a fool of ourselves in the car. we were listening to farah's mp3 just now. and we were like acting out the songs.. like drama drama. haha! then got a bit the jiwang songs. so we were all like.. holding our hearts... and pretending we were really dedicating it to someone. haha! lameos!
haha k.. time flies... eoy is coming. slacked tonight. so tomorrow, gonna have to start working. jiayou ppl!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Hehe... I'm blogging in malay class. cikgu is not here. aww mann... later have to meet cikgu roz after school for rs. die die die!!! tmr is the presentation. i should start writing my will before tmr. hehe. anyway, i think there shouldn't be a problem la... let's hope not anyway.
Urm... i haven't finish my french homework. and i have french later. oh crap. RI ppl will be joining our class. hmph! menyibuk! hehe..
i am so broke! i don't get pocket money during bulan puasa. how sad is that man??? and i need to pay for my last month's phone bill... i still haven't gotten my phone back. 12 more days of waiting or so... so i don't know if i should go for friday's ymc buka or not. like i said, i am so broke! and i need to get bdae presents for some ppl... hehe and i want to belanja some ppl but i think that is definitely a no no now.. considering my financial state. humph! empower u is getting to me agn! hehe.. i love the file cover. such a nice jump shot! hey... no fair!!! my bro gets to go empower u agn! like free... so jealous mann... dale invited him to come agn. how cool is that? so sad... what to do? can't fork out 300 bucks cos i ain't that rich.
i wanna go empower u agn!! wee!! then can be a facist there too! wee!! but honestly even if dad suddenly becomes very generous and allow me to go agn, i dunno if i have the time to commit to empower u. but it shld be fun and not very time consuming.. according to mahdi, that is...
okay.. bell is gonna ring soon. so i shall end here. ta-ta!!
butt cramps and heartaches...
Urm... i haven't finish my french homework. and i have french later. oh crap. RI ppl will be joining our class. hmph! menyibuk! hehe..
i am so broke! i don't get pocket money during bulan puasa. how sad is that man??? and i need to pay for my last month's phone bill... i still haven't gotten my phone back. 12 more days of waiting or so... so i don't know if i should go for friday's ymc buka or not. like i said, i am so broke! and i need to get bdae presents for some ppl... hehe and i want to belanja some ppl but i think that is definitely a no no now.. considering my financial state. humph! empower u is getting to me agn! hehe.. i love the file cover. such a nice jump shot! hey... no fair!!! my bro gets to go empower u agn! like free... so jealous mann... dale invited him to come agn. how cool is that? so sad... what to do? can't fork out 300 bucks cos i ain't that rich.
i wanna go empower u agn!! wee!! then can be a facist there too! wee!! but honestly even if dad suddenly becomes very generous and allow me to go agn, i dunno if i have the time to commit to empower u. but it shld be fun and not very time consuming.. according to mahdi, that is...
okay.. bell is gonna ring soon. so i shall end here. ta-ta!!
butt cramps and heartaches...
Saturday, September 22, 2007
i dunno how to keep quiet anymore. im like so gonna blow!!!
i'm so tired!!! tired of so many things... physically and mentally tired. the whole day i've been out. from madrasah i chiong to tuition. information overload!!!
and i'm tired of hearing so many excuses. when everything just doesn't make sense. how about just telling to my face that u dont care??? [k. im talking abt a few ppl here who just don't give a damn] it'd at least make my head not as jumbled up as it is now. and i'm really tired of making up excuses for other ppl. when it isn't my fault but theirs. i dunno wth im defending them for in the first place. it's plain ass clear it's their mistake. i just have to learn everything the hard way i guess. not everyone in this world is worth putting ur full trust in.
and i stink. i haven't bathe since i got back frm tuition.
im so fcuking pissed right now. i dnt care it's bulan puasa right now. i'll bertaubat later or smthg. but right now... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm still not satisfied!!!
the injustice of it all.... and i'm so fcuking mad now i'm crying; the screen is like blur right now. or mayb it's cos i took out my specs. im gonna go to my pillow tonight and start venting out later after i finish up my rs. which i think by then i'd be too tired to vent and just fall asleep. but that's a gd thing cos all my energy is directed to a gd manner... rs!
and im so pissed at myself right now. wth am i blogging when i'm suppose to do rs?!?!?!?!
rasyidah u asshole... pfffft....!!!! focus la idiot! off for rs.
i'm so tired!!! tired of so many things... physically and mentally tired. the whole day i've been out. from madrasah i chiong to tuition. information overload!!!
and i'm tired of hearing so many excuses. when everything just doesn't make sense. how about just telling to my face that u dont care??? [k. im talking abt a few ppl here who just don't give a damn] it'd at least make my head not as jumbled up as it is now. and i'm really tired of making up excuses for other ppl. when it isn't my fault but theirs. i dunno wth im defending them for in the first place. it's plain ass clear it's their mistake. i just have to learn everything the hard way i guess. not everyone in this world is worth putting ur full trust in.
and i stink. i haven't bathe since i got back frm tuition.
im so fcuking pissed right now. i dnt care it's bulan puasa right now. i'll bertaubat later or smthg. but right now... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm still not satisfied!!!
the injustice of it all.... and i'm so fcuking mad now i'm crying; the screen is like blur right now. or mayb it's cos i took out my specs. im gonna go to my pillow tonight and start venting out later after i finish up my rs. which i think by then i'd be too tired to vent and just fall asleep. but that's a gd thing cos all my energy is directed to a gd manner... rs!
and im so pissed at myself right now. wth am i blogging when i'm suppose to do rs?!?!?!?!
rasyidah u asshole... pfffft....!!!! focus la idiot! off for rs.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
dunno why but suddenly i like wearing school tee at home. yesterday i was wearing the 3R shirt and now i'm wearing tarbet house shirt. yay! alamakk... i feel so uncomfortable seh.. going out wearing shirt and 3/4 pants. went down to pay for my adik's shin guard and ___ guard as he was having taekwondo class. then got some guys (mats) loitering around the place my adik go for taekwondo lessons. as i walk pass them.. eeiiii! tengok semacam.. like haven't seen a girl before is it??? cis...
k today's french oral. screwed up! i got mlle lim as my examiner. lolxx! she was my sec 1 teacher. k then, i basically crapped la... my grammar quite trashed. rahman is suppeeerrr funny! he got the topic 'asking your mum if you can skip school' for conversation. so the examiner has to roleplay as the mum.
so rahman was like (in french la...)
rahman: i cannot go to school because i'm sick. i have fever.
examiner: you don't have fever.
rahman: i have pain in my leg.
examiner: [looks down for a while] you're leg is fine.
rahman: i don't like my teachers because they are boring. they go to class and sleep.
examiner: no, your teachers are hardworking.
rahman: my friends don't like me.
examiner: no, your friends like you.
rahman: [frustrated, looks at watch] maman, aujourd-hui, il est samedi. il n'y a pas d'ecole!
haha!!!! guess what that means...
mother, today is saturday. there is no school!
haha!! hilarious!! siti and i were laughing like madddd!!! rahman's sense of humour is really amusing. like he was giving excuses one after another so as not to go to school... then out the blue he tells his 'mum' there's no school! haha... so funny... and he also got the topic vacation.
k for me, i didn't really know what to talk abt based on the topic i got. i got vacation and the topic 'talk about a bad/good day that happened last week'.
k so i wanted to talk abt csp camp for the vacation topic buuttt... i didn't know enough vocab so in the end i decided to talk abt gg to KL for my cuz's wedding. then i forgOt the word 'wedding' in french. so i changed halfway and said i went to KL for her birthday party. wow...so far.. and i said i got her a bk for her to write in. lolsss... then talk abt gg shopping. k la... then the talk abt a bad/good day, i chose to talk abt a bad day. dunno what hit me but i suddenly felt like talking abt having a bad stomachache. all was made up. haha.. lols..
controle 3 next thurs!!! mak datuk nenek...
ooh and i saw roslan in the mrt.. so weird.. i went into the train, so that means i'll be facing away from the mrt station right. then when i was turning to my right to face the door that's facing the mrt station, i saw him and i was like 'oh that anugerah dude...' and it didn't register in my mind. and i'm like wait... [look again] it's the anugerah dude... wow...
then there was a bunch of madrasah girls right behind me. and they were all giggly... and they were like 'yeah it's him.. really..' lols.. then as they were getting down at woodlands, they purposely walk pass roslan to get to a different door when they could have just exit via the door i was facing. as in i didn't move from my position in front of the door, they were right behind me. roslan was sitting somewhere to my left as i face the door.
then, on the mrt station, the girls were like walking slowly to the escalator cos they wanted to get a glimpse of him as the train moves. i find that really silly. as in seriously, he's just a guy and honestly, not that good-looking. maybe ppl think he can sing but still... lain la kalau syarif ke.. *grins* hehe...
ooh.. i saw a lot of ppl today. saw mahdi. it was so weird. i was in 105 with siti and we were sitting at the back of the bus. then i saw him running pass 105 for the bus behind. siti and i were talking and when i saw him pass i suddenly said 'hi mahdi. bye mahdi' like lolss.. not like he could he hear me anyway. siti was like 'that's him?' haha.. he cut his hair. he looks a bit funny. oops..
then at bishan, i saw chin jie. super long since i've talked to him. lazly la to take the earlier train. then i'll have to leave house earlier if i wanna go to sch with him.
then at moelc, i saw kimmy! and tong meng, my 6i chums!, but i didn't talk to tong meng. and siti saw her pri sch friend. that was really weird. she was like struggling whether to ask if he was her pri sch friend. and i kinda saboed her a bit. she told me his name is samuel. so i said his name loudly cos he shares the same name as my pri sch friend. he was right behind me. and to cover up, i suddenly talk abt the samuel from my pri sch. then as he walked pass us, he suddenly ask, 'you're atiqah right?' and siti was like 'hi!' haha...! k i shld start calling siti atiqah now.
k today's french oral. screwed up! i got mlle lim as my examiner. lolxx! she was my sec 1 teacher. k then, i basically crapped la... my grammar quite trashed. rahman is suppeeerrr funny! he got the topic 'asking your mum if you can skip school' for conversation. so the examiner has to roleplay as the mum.
so rahman was like (in french la...)
rahman: i cannot go to school because i'm sick. i have fever.
examiner: you don't have fever.
rahman: i have pain in my leg.
examiner: [looks down for a while] you're leg is fine.
rahman: i don't like my teachers because they are boring. they go to class and sleep.
examiner: no, your teachers are hardworking.
rahman: my friends don't like me.
examiner: no, your friends like you.
rahman: [frustrated, looks at watch] maman, aujourd-hui, il est samedi. il n'y a pas d'ecole!
haha!!!! guess what that means...
mother, today is saturday. there is no school!
haha!! hilarious!! siti and i were laughing like madddd!!! rahman's sense of humour is really amusing. like he was giving excuses one after another so as not to go to school... then out the blue he tells his 'mum' there's no school! haha... so funny... and he also got the topic vacation.
k for me, i didn't really know what to talk abt based on the topic i got. i got vacation and the topic 'talk about a bad/good day that happened last week'.
k so i wanted to talk abt csp camp for the vacation topic buuttt... i didn't know enough vocab so in the end i decided to talk abt gg to KL for my cuz's wedding. then i forgOt the word 'wedding' in french. so i changed halfway and said i went to KL for her birthday party. wow...so far.. and i said i got her a bk for her to write in. lolsss... then talk abt gg shopping. k la... then the talk abt a bad/good day, i chose to talk abt a bad day. dunno what hit me but i suddenly felt like talking abt having a bad stomachache. all was made up. haha.. lols..
controle 3 next thurs!!! mak datuk nenek...
ooh and i saw roslan in the mrt.. so weird.. i went into the train, so that means i'll be facing away from the mrt station right. then when i was turning to my right to face the door that's facing the mrt station, i saw him and i was like 'oh that anugerah dude...' and it didn't register in my mind. and i'm like wait... [look again] it's the anugerah dude... wow...
then there was a bunch of madrasah girls right behind me. and they were all giggly... and they were like 'yeah it's him.. really..' lols.. then as they were getting down at woodlands, they purposely walk pass roslan to get to a different door when they could have just exit via the door i was facing. as in i didn't move from my position in front of the door, they were right behind me. roslan was sitting somewhere to my left as i face the door.
then, on the mrt station, the girls were like walking slowly to the escalator cos they wanted to get a glimpse of him as the train moves. i find that really silly. as in seriously, he's just a guy and honestly, not that good-looking. maybe ppl think he can sing but still... lain la kalau syarif ke.. *grins* hehe...
ooh.. i saw a lot of ppl today. saw mahdi. it was so weird. i was in 105 with siti and we were sitting at the back of the bus. then i saw him running pass 105 for the bus behind. siti and i were talking and when i saw him pass i suddenly said 'hi mahdi. bye mahdi' like lolss.. not like he could he hear me anyway. siti was like 'that's him?' haha.. he cut his hair. he looks a bit funny. oops..
then at bishan, i saw chin jie. super long since i've talked to him. lazly la to take the earlier train. then i'll have to leave house earlier if i wanna go to sch with him.
then at moelc, i saw kimmy! and tong meng, my 6i chums!, but i didn't talk to tong meng. and siti saw her pri sch friend. that was really weird. she was like struggling whether to ask if he was her pri sch friend. and i kinda saboed her a bit. she told me his name is samuel. so i said his name loudly cos he shares the same name as my pri sch friend. he was right behind me. and to cover up, i suddenly talk abt the samuel from my pri sch. then as he walked pass us, he suddenly ask, 'you're atiqah right?' and siti was like 'hi!' haha...! k i shld start calling siti atiqah now.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
ooh... just now, miza and i stayed back for rs. and we actually did a lOt! that's cool actually... oh die die die... presentation is next wk. lucky.. our panel will be cg nur and melhan.
alamak.. cg melhan kesian seh.. got involve in an accident. hmm.. mengucap..
u know.. i've been nice.. i'm suddenly like doa-ing for everyone i know. quote from mr azmizar 'turunnya 'wahyu''. haha.. lol! oh i forgot to blog abt our interview w him. it was damn funny! wahlao.. he's mly is v fluent and he uses cheem words.. like menyerap minat. idea yang bernas and dunno what else.. fine.. i know he was a malay dj.. cool eh? ya i've been praying for everyone.. like sedekahkan al-fatihah to feena, diy, lena, siti, firdaus, nas, fidz, wis, khai and other ppl that i know.. prayed for their happiness and my family's too.
k just now, my mum asked me to send food to my neighbours' house. and i went to my cousin's house to hantar makanan. when he opened the door... got a shock of my life! he's so tall!!! pfft... haha.. well everybody has to grow.. and he look so different.. he used to be shorter than me and plum. now, he's like tall and slim.. not bad eh.. quite gd looking too with his hair messed up. bangun tido kut.. haha.. too bad he's my cuz :P
alamak.. cg melhan kesian seh.. got involve in an accident. hmm.. mengucap..
u know.. i've been nice.. i'm suddenly like doa-ing for everyone i know. quote from mr azmizar 'turunnya 'wahyu''. haha.. lol! oh i forgot to blog abt our interview w him. it was damn funny! wahlao.. he's mly is v fluent and he uses cheem words.. like menyerap minat. idea yang bernas and dunno what else.. fine.. i know he was a malay dj.. cool eh? ya i've been praying for everyone.. like sedekahkan al-fatihah to feena, diy, lena, siti, firdaus, nas, fidz, wis, khai and other ppl that i know.. prayed for their happiness and my family's too.
k just now, my mum asked me to send food to my neighbours' house. and i went to my cousin's house to hantar makanan. when he opened the door... got a shock of my life! he's so tall!!! pfft... haha.. well everybody has to grow.. and he look so different.. he used to be shorter than me and plum. now, he's like tall and slim.. not bad eh.. quite gd looking too with his hair messed up. bangun tido kut.. haha.. too bad he's my cuz :P
The quiz fidz tagged me for:
List out your Top 5 Birthday Presents Which You Wish For:
1) HSM file and keychain!!
2) a laptop
3) that nice nice nice jacket!!
4) a trip to Australia
5) that outing...
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you was?
Hafidzhin
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends only
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1) cRaZy!!
2) friendly
3) funny
4) a little weird... :P
5) eats a lOt.. [but still thin.. wth.. haha]
4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
being a super crazy orage-ian! oh and finding my ring :)
5. Most memorable words he/she has said to you?
squishy squishy orange!
wobbly wobbly orange!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
even before that!!! pray a lot...
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
i dunno?! like he would ever be in the first place...
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
dao him...? hit him on the head. can't think of any other evill-er stuffs
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
...?
10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
err... i dunno.. get a birthday present or smthg... as a gratitude for being a crazy orange-ian
11. Overall impression of him/her?
nice and friendly person :P
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
quiet..?
13. A character trait you love about yourself?
patient (in certain ways)
14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
quiet. slacker.
15. Person you want to be?
gabriella montez or delta goodrem! smart, pretty and talented! or maybe i'll just be me :)
16. Say something to the people who care for you?
thank you!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you
1) amalina
2) siti
3) hariz
4) diyanah
5) adri
6) maryam
7) wisnuh
8) aqid
9) sufyan
10) Nadhirah
Who is #6 having a relationship with?
dunno... no one?
Is #9 a male or female?
neither? haha.. HE is a boy
If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i dunno... both are nice ppl :D
How about #8 and #5?
haha... maybe?
What is #2 studying about?
how to be a squirrel! haha..
When was the last you talked to #3?
oh mann... quite some time ago
What kind of music does #8 like?
i dunno.. rock? heh..
Does #1 have any siblings?
yeah...
Will You woo #3?
erm.. i guess no
How about #7?
haha.. he's attached alr..
Is #4 single?
yeps
What's #5's surname?
none
How about #10's?
none
#4's hobby?
fashion!!
Do #5 and #9 get along?
guess so..
Where does #2 study at?
RGS
Say something casual about #1?
funkaayyee!
Have you tried developing feelings about #8?
never!
Where does #9 live?
sembawang
Are #5 and 1# best friends?
erm.. i dunno but quite close
Does #7 like #2?
at least they're not enemies... so yay!
How did you get to know #2?
school...
Does #1 have any pets?
err... dunno. oops..
Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
astaghfirullah...
List out your Top 5 Birthday Presents Which You Wish For:
1) HSM file and keychain!!
2) a laptop
3) that nice nice nice jacket!!
4) a trip to Australia
5) that outing...
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you was?
Hafidzhin
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends only
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1) cRaZy!!
2) friendly
3) funny
4) a little weird... :P
5) eats a lOt.. [but still thin.. wth.. haha]
4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
being a super crazy orage-ian! oh and finding my ring :)
5. Most memorable words he/she has said to you?
squishy squishy orange!
wobbly wobbly orange!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
even before that!!! pray a lot...
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
i dunno?! like he would ever be in the first place...
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
dao him...? hit him on the head. can't think of any other evill-er stuffs
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
...?
10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
err... i dunno.. get a birthday present or smthg... as a gratitude for being a crazy orange-ian
11. Overall impression of him/her?
nice and friendly person :P
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
quiet..?
13. A character trait you love about yourself?
patient (in certain ways)
14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
quiet. slacker.
15. Person you want to be?
gabriella montez or delta goodrem! smart, pretty and talented! or maybe i'll just be me :)
16. Say something to the people who care for you?
thank you!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you
1) amalina
2) siti
3) hariz
4) diyanah
5) adri
6) maryam
7) wisnuh
8) aqid
9) sufyan
10) Nadhirah
Who is #6 having a relationship with?
dunno... no one?
Is #9 a male or female?
neither? haha.. HE is a boy
If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i dunno... both are nice ppl :D
How about #8 and #5?
haha... maybe?
What is #2 studying about?
how to be a squirrel! haha..
When was the last you talked to #3?
oh mann... quite some time ago
What kind of music does #8 like?
i dunno.. rock? heh..
Does #1 have any siblings?
yeah...
Will You woo #3?
erm.. i guess no
How about #7?
haha.. he's attached alr..
Is #4 single?
yeps
What's #5's surname?
none
How about #10's?
none
#4's hobby?
fashion!!
Do #5 and #9 get along?
guess so..
Where does #2 study at?
RGS
Say something casual about #1?
funkaayyee!
Have you tried developing feelings about #8?
never!
Where does #9 live?
sembawang
Are #5 and 1# best friends?
erm.. i dunno but quite close
Does #7 like #2?
at least they're not enemies... so yay!
How did you get to know #2?
school...
Does #1 have any pets?
err... dunno. oops..
Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
astaghfirullah...
Monday, September 17, 2007
Oooh.. there's 15 min left till buka so i shall chiong. k erm... oral was ok. haha. i never did any preparation except last minitue ones. even that, well i just skimmed through the list of commonly mispronounced words. but the exam was ok. got megan seah. ok la.. but heard she's strict so wallahualambissawa. i think i was less nervous during the conversation. apa-apa la.. over already so shan't think too much.
alah... annoying la... my arm still hurting. pffft...
k shall ignore the pain.
i just realised i'm getting more hardworking these days. yekeh? really? haha.. don't really know. but.. but.. see here, i did my homework by saturday evening last week. how cool is that? discount la all those questions that i didn't do cos i'm not very sure. and i found time to read up for rs. and i've been paying attention in class and revising stuff. woo!
ok then move on to results. k i flung my french. 35/70. amazing.. then having french oral this thursday. nauzubillah... then my mly pt got erm.. 19/28. and my maths got 28/40. apa la.. got minus 2 marks cos of presentation. cis keju amatlah sedap.
horrible horrible horrible me.. ooh and geog was 12/20. so much for being 'smart'. i feel so terrible. and dad thinks im undervaluing myself. and mrs chia is still convince that our class didn't perform badly.
k moving on... last friday went to masjid an-nadhah to solat asar w lenny and feena. then waited for maghrib. then buka. feena brought kurma and biskut. thankeww! the makcik-makcik there asked us to go down to eat. we didn't. we're like so out of place. pakai tak tutup aurat. so in the end we choing solat before the jemaah start so that we can leave cos we didn't want the makcik to make us feel guilty by asking us to go down to eat agn. but luck wasn't on our side. terserempak ngan makcik tu lagi... but we still didn't go down. then lenny and feena wanted to buka at kfc so i just followed. then lenny's dad send us to causeway. then i went home. feena went out w her family. by the time i reached home, was abt 9 plus. apa lagi... tido lah.. haha.. takdela.. baca buku melayu. it's my 2nd bk in less than 1 wk. buku melayu lagi.. quite touching la.. not so the cliche love story.
k i go break fast...
come back...
hmm... alah.. can't think of anything else to write.. ooh.. delta goodrem will be releasing her latest album on 20 october 2007!!! moi birthday :D k.. i'm so full even though i didn't really eat. Flying without wings by westlife is nice. :)
alah... annoying la... my arm still hurting. pffft...
k shall ignore the pain.
i just realised i'm getting more hardworking these days. yekeh? really? haha.. don't really know. but.. but.. see here, i did my homework by saturday evening last week. how cool is that? discount la all those questions that i didn't do cos i'm not very sure. and i found time to read up for rs. and i've been paying attention in class and revising stuff. woo!
ok then move on to results. k i flung my french. 35/70. amazing.. then having french oral this thursday. nauzubillah... then my mly pt got erm.. 19/28. and my maths got 28/40. apa la.. got minus 2 marks cos of presentation. cis keju amatlah sedap.
horrible horrible horrible me.. ooh and geog was 12/20. so much for being 'smart'. i feel so terrible. and dad thinks im undervaluing myself. and mrs chia is still convince that our class didn't perform badly.
k moving on... last friday went to masjid an-nadhah to solat asar w lenny and feena. then waited for maghrib. then buka. feena brought kurma and biskut. thankeww! the makcik-makcik there asked us to go down to eat. we didn't. we're like so out of place. pakai tak tutup aurat. so in the end we choing solat before the jemaah start so that we can leave cos we didn't want the makcik to make us feel guilty by asking us to go down to eat agn. but luck wasn't on our side. terserempak ngan makcik tu lagi... but we still didn't go down. then lenny and feena wanted to buka at kfc so i just followed. then lenny's dad send us to causeway. then i went home. feena went out w her family. by the time i reached home, was abt 9 plus. apa lagi... tido lah.. haha.. takdela.. baca buku melayu. it's my 2nd bk in less than 1 wk. buku melayu lagi.. quite touching la.. not so the cliche love story.
k i go break fast...
come back...
hmm... alah.. can't think of anything else to write.. ooh.. delta goodrem will be releasing her latest album on 20 october 2007!!! moi birthday :D k.. i'm so full even though i didn't really eat. Flying without wings by westlife is nice. :)
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Everytime i come home from english class, i'll accidently meet someone. It's pretty weird but it's cool. Otw from my first lesson, i met fird and the SA ppl. Then on the 3rd lesson, i saw a kakak from nus. I forgot her name. But yea, she was with her bf so i didn't went over to say hi. Then otw hme i the train saw... desmond!!! omg... it's been months. and he was with his gf.
I'm so pissed right now. K, first i thought there will be ymc so i planned to cancel my eng class. I just asked my other mates if they're alright with that and they actually believed it was canceled. I didn't confirm i wasn't gonna come. So, they told the teacher i wasn't coming and she actually canceled today's class and because my dad confiscated my phone, i didn't know she sent an sms saying class was canceled. So, idiotly, i went all the way to city hall and when i came, she asked what was i there for. And i didn't go for sl because there's supposed to be english class so imagine if i did know english class was canceled, i could have gone for sl and knock in some hours. blearghhh... anyway, since there wasn't class, i walked all the way to masjid sultan to solat asar. then i went to look for the bus stop with the bus 960 to woodlands. khai told me that there was 960 bus service in bugis. so in order to save about 50 cents cos i used bus consention stamp, i went hunting for that bus stop and yea i found it! it was a pretty long walk. oh and they are renovating the women's toilet at masjid sultan. k it was a nice walk. there's quite a lot of things to see and i never go to bugis except to masjid sultan for bahas last yr, taman warisan for rehearsal, and when my dad brought us out to eat at some restaurant. then took bus all the way to woodlands and then went to library. read up for rs. then buka otw home. brought some kurma. took a leaf out of feena's book.
omg... i love the song almost here by delta goodrem and brian mcfadden. it's oober nice.. and the music video is really touching. i'm like awwwww!!!! and the life concert was really sweet. [watch it on youtube ppl...] delta goodrem is really pretty. she has a nice smile. and she play the piano like oober well.. i'm jealous. haha..
The lyrics:
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
*
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
*
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here
*
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
*
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
*
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here
*
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
*
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you you're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
If you're smart enough, you should know that the pink is the lady's part. The red is the man's part and the orange is sung together.
Mungkin rahmat hari pertama dalam bulan puasa, ku temui kau kembali setelah lama kau menghilangkan diri. Dan ku gembira kerana selama ini kau selamat dan bahagia.
Off to do rs...
I'm so pissed right now. K, first i thought there will be ymc so i planned to cancel my eng class. I just asked my other mates if they're alright with that and they actually believed it was canceled. I didn't confirm i wasn't gonna come. So, they told the teacher i wasn't coming and she actually canceled today's class and because my dad confiscated my phone, i didn't know she sent an sms saying class was canceled. So, idiotly, i went all the way to city hall and when i came, she asked what was i there for. And i didn't go for sl because there's supposed to be english class so imagine if i did know english class was canceled, i could have gone for sl and knock in some hours. blearghhh... anyway, since there wasn't class, i walked all the way to masjid sultan to solat asar. then i went to look for the bus stop with the bus 960 to woodlands. khai told me that there was 960 bus service in bugis. so in order to save about 50 cents cos i used bus consention stamp, i went hunting for that bus stop and yea i found it! it was a pretty long walk. oh and they are renovating the women's toilet at masjid sultan. k it was a nice walk. there's quite a lot of things to see and i never go to bugis except to masjid sultan for bahas last yr, taman warisan for rehearsal, and when my dad brought us out to eat at some restaurant. then took bus all the way to woodlands and then went to library. read up for rs. then buka otw home. brought some kurma. took a leaf out of feena's book.
omg... i love the song almost here by delta goodrem and brian mcfadden. it's oober nice.. and the music video is really touching. i'm like awwwww!!!! and the life concert was really sweet. [watch it on youtube ppl...] delta goodrem is really pretty. she has a nice smile. and she play the piano like oober well.. i'm jealous. haha..
The lyrics:
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
*
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
*
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here
*
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
*
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
*
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here
*
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
*
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you you're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
If you're smart enough, you should know that the pink is the lady's part. The red is the man's part and the orange is sung together.
Mungkin rahmat hari pertama dalam bulan puasa, ku temui kau kembali setelah lama kau menghilangkan diri. Dan ku gembira kerana selama ini kau selamat dan bahagia.
Off to do rs...
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Ok.. i should really be studying right now but before i forget, i need to blog abt smthg that really touched me. This morning, i had to follow my mum to the market. i was quite grumpy cos i intended to study and tmr sch starts. and the whole sept hols had been taken up my csp camp and aft i got home, my mum asked me to clean up the house. so my days were burnt. yeah..
so i followed my mum to the market. she wanted to buy some stuff for ramadhan. so after she got what she wanted, we went to the coffee shop to get lunch cos she didn't want to cook today cos she wants to clean up the house. so i went to order food for me and my brothers. so while waiting, i was watching the makcik, pakcik and their daughter handling the customers' orders. and i started thinking...
the girl couldn't have been any much older than me. and yet here she is, working. and she wasn't even complaining. and what struck me was how little i had to struggle in my life. mum and dad usually get the neccessary stuff i need in my life. and all i had to do was study hard. i know my family isn't rich ass but we got on by quite well. i don't know how my dad does it and he's pay isn't even above 3k. and per month, for my school, he has to pay quite a lot. and not to mention my brother's school fees and he's not on any scholarship. and what about my younger brother. and he still didn't mind paying for our music classes. and then there comes the bills and he has to pay for the house. and we have handphones. and food and whatever necessities. and i guess i really have been taking things for granted.
and the girl, she helped her parents without any complains. and i was watching her. and it made me sympathize with myself, how little i know and have experienced. and she looked so much matured in terms of what she's been through. and i thought i got it bad cos in order to get what i want, i had to save up for it.
but what struck me most was how they worked together in the stall. mother, father and daughter. and neither was complaining. and it showed their bondness and it struck me how little my family has of that. and in my family, books have been the substitution. and knowing my mum, we all had that mindset that only good grades would satisfy her. never know what to get my parents for their birthday because they have never asked for anything and yeah i know how little i know them. and i've always hoped and worked hard that my gpa would be good enough to be my mum's present. since her birthday is in november and that would be time i get my EOY resuts.
i guess what i've seen today was an inspiration to me and i should start working and studying hard now.
and i'm missing csp very very very much. reading hafiz's blog, i realise how little justice had i given this experience cos my entry abt csp was really short. but whatever experience, i just can't say it, not knowing how to express the gratitude of having the opportunity to go through it and i can only say my heart cherish every moment and my head has been playing through all the fun times we had together.
and i'm missing the kids. wondering what they're all doing now. and it's really sad. we were strangers, and then became a family and now we all have to move on with our separate lives. and i am missing the facilliators too. and yeah esp wisnuh and fidz cos we worked together during the camp as orange's facist. and yeah feena... we get to see each other quite often so it's ok. can't wait for the next ymc meeting. oh.. and thank you fidz for finding my ring. love you for that.
so i followed my mum to the market. she wanted to buy some stuff for ramadhan. so after she got what she wanted, we went to the coffee shop to get lunch cos she didn't want to cook today cos she wants to clean up the house. so i went to order food for me and my brothers. so while waiting, i was watching the makcik, pakcik and their daughter handling the customers' orders. and i started thinking...
the girl couldn't have been any much older than me. and yet here she is, working. and she wasn't even complaining. and what struck me was how little i had to struggle in my life. mum and dad usually get the neccessary stuff i need in my life. and all i had to do was study hard. i know my family isn't rich ass but we got on by quite well. i don't know how my dad does it and he's pay isn't even above 3k. and per month, for my school, he has to pay quite a lot. and not to mention my brother's school fees and he's not on any scholarship. and what about my younger brother. and he still didn't mind paying for our music classes. and then there comes the bills and he has to pay for the house. and we have handphones. and food and whatever necessities. and i guess i really have been taking things for granted.
and the girl, she helped her parents without any complains. and i was watching her. and it made me sympathize with myself, how little i know and have experienced. and she looked so much matured in terms of what she's been through. and i thought i got it bad cos in order to get what i want, i had to save up for it.
but what struck me most was how they worked together in the stall. mother, father and daughter. and neither was complaining. and it showed their bondness and it struck me how little my family has of that. and in my family, books have been the substitution. and knowing my mum, we all had that mindset that only good grades would satisfy her. never know what to get my parents for their birthday because they have never asked for anything and yeah i know how little i know them. and i've always hoped and worked hard that my gpa would be good enough to be my mum's present. since her birthday is in november and that would be time i get my EOY resuts.
i guess what i've seen today was an inspiration to me and i should start working and studying hard now.
and i'm missing csp very very very much. reading hafiz's blog, i realise how little justice had i given this experience cos my entry abt csp was really short. but whatever experience, i just can't say it, not knowing how to express the gratitude of having the opportunity to go through it and i can only say my heart cherish every moment and my head has been playing through all the fun times we had together.
and i'm missing the kids. wondering what they're all doing now. and it's really sad. we were strangers, and then became a family and now we all have to move on with our separate lives. and i am missing the facilliators too. and yeah esp wisnuh and fidz cos we worked together during the camp as orange's facist. and yeah feena... we get to see each other quite often so it's ok. can't wait for the next ymc meeting. oh.. and thank you fidz for finding my ring. love you for that.
Thursday, September 6, 2007
CSP!!!
wooh!!! CSP was oober teramat lah fun... i wouldn't mind it to stretch over the whole week. but then dearest exco would die of overwork. but i love the exco anyway cos they made what seemed impossible to an unforgettable experience.
k.. let's start from behind behind the scenes. i felt bad la cos didn't really helped out. was waiting for someone to go 'rasyidah can u help do this for us?' but then nothing of that sort happened. but i guess i shld have taken the initiative.
k there was a meeting on sat but didn't go cos had madrasah.
then on last mon there was a meeting. it was ok.. helped out with the goodie bags.. and went through over the finalised roles and responsibilities. wisnuh didn't even know who i was.. -__-". and hafidz cleared his head for me. thank you.
k then like finally... saw nas. like really see his face and not sideview. was getting tired of the girls talking abt ppl i dunno.
then oh yea... that night i almost got a grounding. but yea i turned to a good girl and started sweeping and mopping the whole goddamn house. i wanna move out. the house is too big. then did the dishes. and slept at like 12 or slightly earlier. i was still unpack.
then in the morning i was chiong-ing dumping stuff in my bag. then went out of the house. met miza and nas and feena and siti at wdlnds where we took the cab. and siti and i took a cab. the other 3 took another cab. and dunno how come but we reached faster than them though they left first.
so first day... we got to our groups and we were orange!!!! our group members were farhan, fathimah [it's very weird to call her name cos that's my mum's name too], syafiqah and sufi. then we had icebreakers but there wasn't much to say cos we were feeling pretty awkward. the kids had breakfast. then had amazing race. that was nice. and we really bonded. and after that we were really opening up and being totally crazy. haha.. but it was really cool. and then fidz asked if he could join our grp. and feena joined our grp too. and thanks to the both of them our grp became more crazy then ever.
we had concert prep which was pretty gd cos the kids came to an agreement pretty fast. and wisnuh and esp fidz can come up with the weirdest things ever.
had more icebreakers... like watermelon song. oh and rahman and aqid also came up with the weirdest things ever.. and shakir-ah was being totally amusing. after they left after the 2nd day, the camp was suddenly more quiet. haha
then 2nd day the kids came late again so grp facist and stations masters played true or dare. had treasure hunt. it was cool.. a lot easier cos this time it was held in the campsite. amazing race was in the sembawang park. then more concert prep... and then WATER BOMB!! a lot of guys were aiming for feena.. haha.. fidz kesian seh.. kena teruk cos he was protecting our structure. and exco ppl got hit bad too. farhan was being like totally crazy running here and there chasing ppl. fidz and i was laughing super a lot. farhan is just so amusing. and then we had campfire/concert/ prize giving. and grp orange won 1st place!!! woots!!! and the performances were really cute. and ama and hanis rocked! and the guys were pretty good with their performance. station masters' was really cute.. took videos and pics using nas' phone. i love nas for his phone and charger. haha
then at night we had bbq.. and then we told ghost stories.. and had night solo walk to the sembawang beach. it was pretty nice. gave time to think abt things. and there were times i get that apprehensive feeling but other than that it was ok. of course i didn't take my eyes of the road. and we went back at abt 1am or so.. and then the guys attempted prank but it didn't work. haha.. then the girls got hungry and we started eating leftovers. and then feena, siti, firdaus, nas were just hanging out and i joined them and haziq joined us. wonder why they call him vicky. and we were being super random and playing true or dare. and the guys were playing with lighters. and abang sat and the vs guys were fooling ard doing stunts. was pretty cool. then abang akmal asked us to go sleep alr.. it was almost 4 i think
then on the 3rd day, cleared up the campsite. was cleaning the toilet w miza. we cleaned it twice. and scrubbed the floor ok.. then went to the beach... it was lovely.. played by the sea w siti, firdaus, sufyan. then nas and feena came but didnt joined us. they just sat there. like so emo. ooh.. nas is so funny.. he's so straight forward.. feena and him were just sitting when the 4 of us were playing at the beach. when we got up to leave, the both of us noticed that feena's jeans had brown stains at her butt. i didn't say anything but started laughing. and then nas was just so casual and said 'it's brown'. and we all laughed. and he mimicked feena so well, how she threw her hand over her shoulders. that was very amusing. and he's quite cute la.. he helped me carry my bag cos i was carrying feena's which was damn heavy. and he was hugging his bag saying how he liked it so much. wth.. it's the RI rugby bag.. and there's the school crest. so when he carried my bag, he terhugged it. and firdaus, nas and i were laughing away. and he's such a joker..
nas, sufyan, firdaus, feena, siti, miza and me went to eat at kfc and abang eman belanja-ed us. yay! and i haven't eaten since then except for snacks. then went home and met alimi at wdlnds mrt station.
orange cheer:
everywhere we go
people wanna know
who we are
where we come from
so we tell them
we are from orange
juicy juicy orange
[and fidz added]
squishy squishy orange
wobblywobbly orange
O
R
A
N
G
E
what does it spell?
ORANGE
sufi: give me an 'O'
the rest: O
sufi: give me a 'range'
the rest: RANGE
o-o-o range
o-o-o range
o-o-o range!
k.. let's start from behind behind the scenes. i felt bad la cos didn't really helped out. was waiting for someone to go 'rasyidah can u help do this for us?' but then nothing of that sort happened. but i guess i shld have taken the initiative.
k there was a meeting on sat but didn't go cos had madrasah.
then on last mon there was a meeting. it was ok.. helped out with the goodie bags.. and went through over the finalised roles and responsibilities. wisnuh didn't even know who i was.. -__-". and hafidz cleared his head for me. thank you.
k then like finally... saw nas. like really see his face and not sideview. was getting tired of the girls talking abt ppl i dunno.
then oh yea... that night i almost got a grounding. but yea i turned to a good girl and started sweeping and mopping the whole goddamn house. i wanna move out. the house is too big. then did the dishes. and slept at like 12 or slightly earlier. i was still unpack.
then in the morning i was chiong-ing dumping stuff in my bag. then went out of the house. met miza and nas and feena and siti at wdlnds where we took the cab. and siti and i took a cab. the other 3 took another cab. and dunno how come but we reached faster than them though they left first.
so first day... we got to our groups and we were orange!!!! our group members were farhan, fathimah [it's very weird to call her name cos that's my mum's name too], syafiqah and sufi. then we had icebreakers but there wasn't much to say cos we were feeling pretty awkward. the kids had breakfast. then had amazing race. that was nice. and we really bonded. and after that we were really opening up and being totally crazy. haha.. but it was really cool. and then fidz asked if he could join our grp. and feena joined our grp too. and thanks to the both of them our grp became more crazy then ever.
we had concert prep which was pretty gd cos the kids came to an agreement pretty fast. and wisnuh and esp fidz can come up with the weirdest things ever.
had more icebreakers... like watermelon song. oh and rahman and aqid also came up with the weirdest things ever.. and shakir-ah was being totally amusing. after they left after the 2nd day, the camp was suddenly more quiet. haha
then 2nd day the kids came late again so grp facist and stations masters played true or dare. had treasure hunt. it was cool.. a lot easier cos this time it was held in the campsite. amazing race was in the sembawang park. then more concert prep... and then WATER BOMB!! a lot of guys were aiming for feena.. haha.. fidz kesian seh.. kena teruk cos he was protecting our structure. and exco ppl got hit bad too. farhan was being like totally crazy running here and there chasing ppl. fidz and i was laughing super a lot. farhan is just so amusing. and then we had campfire/concert/ prize giving. and grp orange won 1st place!!! woots!!! and the performances were really cute. and ama and hanis rocked! and the guys were pretty good with their performance. station masters' was really cute.. took videos and pics using nas' phone. i love nas for his phone and charger. haha
then at night we had bbq.. and then we told ghost stories.. and had night solo walk to the sembawang beach. it was pretty nice. gave time to think abt things. and there were times i get that apprehensive feeling but other than that it was ok. of course i didn't take my eyes of the road. and we went back at abt 1am or so.. and then the guys attempted prank but it didn't work. haha.. then the girls got hungry and we started eating leftovers. and then feena, siti, firdaus, nas were just hanging out and i joined them and haziq joined us. wonder why they call him vicky. and we were being super random and playing true or dare. and the guys were playing with lighters. and abang sat and the vs guys were fooling ard doing stunts. was pretty cool. then abang akmal asked us to go sleep alr.. it was almost 4 i think
then on the 3rd day, cleared up the campsite. was cleaning the toilet w miza. we cleaned it twice. and scrubbed the floor ok.. then went to the beach... it was lovely.. played by the sea w siti, firdaus, sufyan. then nas and feena came but didnt joined us. they just sat there. like so emo. ooh.. nas is so funny.. he's so straight forward.. feena and him were just sitting when the 4 of us were playing at the beach. when we got up to leave, the both of us noticed that feena's jeans had brown stains at her butt. i didn't say anything but started laughing. and then nas was just so casual and said 'it's brown'. and we all laughed. and he mimicked feena so well, how she threw her hand over her shoulders. that was very amusing. and he's quite cute la.. he helped me carry my bag cos i was carrying feena's which was damn heavy. and he was hugging his bag saying how he liked it so much. wth.. it's the RI rugby bag.. and there's the school crest. so when he carried my bag, he terhugged it. and firdaus, nas and i were laughing away. and he's such a joker..
nas, sufyan, firdaus, feena, siti, miza and me went to eat at kfc and abang eman belanja-ed us. yay! and i haven't eaten since then except for snacks. then went home and met alimi at wdlnds mrt station.
orange cheer:
everywhere we go
people wanna know
who we are
where we come from
so we tell them
we are from orange
juicy juicy orange
[and fidz added]
squishy squishy orange
wobblywobbly orange
O
R
A
N
G
E
what does it spell?
ORANGE
sufi: give me an 'O'
the rest: O
sufi: give me a 'range'
the rest: RANGE
o-o-o range
o-o-o range
o-o-o range!
Saturday, September 1, 2007
POP turned out ok. GOH was quite good. Congrats to yearmates and juniors who got promoted. Yesterday was very tiring. Woke up at 3 am to iron my uniform. Ooh.. i think the guard belt and the gloves are cool. Then after POP, had photo taking w the ma'ams.
Then, went for english class. I was so sleepy i didn't really concentrate in class. All the while to english class, i just slack and travel slowly to the place. Ate at macs and juz stone at macs to pass the time. Wanted to go NLB but then it rained and i had to wait for it to stop since i didn't bring my umbrella (was wearing white) so by the time it stopped raining, i had to rush for english class.
How do i breathe by mario is such a nice song.
Then, went for english class. I was so sleepy i didn't really concentrate in class. All the while to english class, i just slack and travel slowly to the place. Ate at macs and juz stone at macs to pass the time. Wanted to go NLB but then it rained and i had to wait for it to stop since i didn't bring my umbrella (was wearing white) so by the time it stopped raining, i had to rush for english class.
How do i breathe by mario is such a nice song.
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