Heart and love... WAU!

Ever since literature lesson yesterday, I keep on thinking about the symbolic meaning of the heart. Scientifically, the heart is an important organ. You can be brain dead but your heart have to be beating to continue living. So it's the central part of the body's organs but what does the heart got to do with love? The real heart isn't even heart shaped and both are related to love. I've been thinking about it a lot..finding the linkage.. Why can't the symbol of love be circle.. Quote from somewhere, 'Hearts can break but circles go on forever'. So why can't the love be presented by the circle shape?

Strangely though.. whenever I really miss him.. there's this heavy feeling in my chest and the heavy feeling is located at the left side of my chest.. where the heart is.. is it mere coincidence for me.. or does that really happen to everyone so the heart becomes the symbolic shape of love? Hmm... I wonder...

Concert WAU!!! I hope enough people come for it. OMG!!! Can't wait for this saturday!!! Then can meet (abang) Syarif and (abang) Alyph!!! woots!!! I've met Abang Imran already so now not so enthu with the prospect of meeting him again... haha...

Then kena sampai salam Nadhirah... haiz... muka kena tebal sikit pergi cakap dengan (abang) Syarif... haha... thinking back about what Nad keeps on saying about him... haiz... I agree he can sing really nicely like his brother but about the good-looking part... I guess not bad lah... he does look gorgeous in some of the photos I've seen of him... but overall not so good-looking but I guess there's something about his look that makes him adorable... haha!

Okok... haiz... demam Sleeq pulak... thanks to Nad :) Anyway... I got the album and bought Nad her copy of the album too... I'm gonna try to get them autographed :) Kalau mereka sudi... haha! I guess (abang) Syarif won't mind cos he knows Nad...

ok... that's all

british council

Went to British Council today.. aced the test and got myself into the proficient class.. but now there's another dilemma... the class clash with my french class.. and if i want another time slot, i have to go all the way to tampines.. which is damn crazy. i hope my mum says i can drop french.. haha.. lolxx. as much as french can be a pain to learn, it can be fun.. when there's siti :)

my mum bought 2 tops.. a green for her and an orange for me.. it was so unusual for my mum to get me clothes.. actually i saw this really nice sweater and was looking if there's better colours when i found the tops right at the back of the row. who would have thought of finding it right at the back? the material is really cooling.. after finding the top, i forgot all about the sweater.. haiz.. but the one in subang parade is way nicer.. anyway.. the tops are only like $4!!!

how come i have a liking for men's clothes??? i mean.. looking through the shops, i cant find a decent lady's clothes.. it's either the cutting is weird or the colours are all wrong and i hate it when there's lace.. and especially all those manik.. err.. beads.. or am i too complacent? well.. i dont shop often.. if my parents dont bring us out.. i never go shopping.. but i always find the men's clothes nicer.. the designs are nicer and the colours more subtle.. and i found myself taking a liking for stripe shirt.. not the whole shirt are made of stripes but just one stripe across the front will do..

it's lucky to be a girl cos we can wear women AND men's clothings and dont look weird in any.. well depends on if what we wear is suitable. but if a man wears a women's clothes.. then that is so wrong.

finally... i'm learning guitar from my dad.. my fingers still hurt like crazy.. so far i've just learned 4 chords.. not bad for a beginner.. but i cant make it sound nice.. cos i cant press the strings properly so the sound is all weird but at least i could get the position right.. ouch ouch ouch.. my finger is still hurting.. it doesn't hurt when you press but when you let go.. and the blood rushes to your finger then the pain comes in.. cos when you press the string, it cuts blood circulation at the point where you press the string.. so it kinds of numb your finger for a while..

i practiced on my dad's guitar until like 12.30 am.. still sleepy.. and my dad's guitar is like damn huge.. haiz.. it's so cool to be playing guitar.. actually it's cool to be playing any instrument.. but guitar is really nice.. you can carry it anywhere though it's rather heavy and bulky.. but it's better than trying to carry the piano or the drums.. haha.. aite that's all i have to blog :)

goodness.. im missing him X/

I simply like this movie.. it's supposedly childish for my age but i just like the simplicity of the storyline.. and of course the guy in it is damn cute. and i love the dialogue.. it's really sweet. the movie is called Go Figure. it's about figure skating.. and in this story, a figure skater received a hockey scholarship so that she could enter a boarding school where she would train with the coach of figure skating at that school. and she was seriously horrible at hockey. and it didnt help that the team wasnt very good, both in hockey and also in moral boosting..

there are some dialouges that are really nice..

Spencer: Here, let me help you with that

Katelin: Thanks

Spencer: Is that glitter?

Katelin: Presentation is very important out there.

spencer: I like it. It sparkles

Katelin: So do you

So here.. we have to pardon Katelin because since she's a figure skater.. presentation is seriously important to get judges' points. so, before every hockey game, she puts on glitter.

another dialogue:

This conversation happened after the hockey team (called the 'eagles') had won several games which could not have been possible if not Katelin had pushed them and came out with good strategic plans. Her number is 36. And Spencer used to hate her.

Spencer: I hate to admit but I was wrong about you, Katelin.

Katelin: Well, you can call me '36'

Spencer: I said I was wrong

Katelin: I'm listening

Spencer: I can't believe the effect you're having on all of them. It's like they're a whole new team. Pretty amazing.

Bell rings...

Katelin: Oh no! It's 4 o'clock! I-I'm gonna be late. Spencer, I have to go.

Spencer: Hold on Cinderella. I know

Skatelin: Trust me, you don't and I can't explain it yet. I have to go.

Spencer: Skate club right?

Katelin: Skate club?

Spencer: Listen, I knew something was whack at the tryouts so I followed you

Katelin: Uh.. stalker!

spencer: Katelin!

Katelin: So now you know..

Spencer: I've known for a while

Katelin: And you didn't say anything?

Spencer: I thought I could use it against you later

Katelin: Nice

Spencer: Then I wanted to see how long you could keep up the pace.

Katelin: Ta-da!

Spencer: Then I just wanted to see you

Katelin: Spencer...

Spencer: Come on, let's get you to your practice

So, the thing is that the skate club was considered a joke and a disgrace to the school and the hockey team (which was a girls team) especially hates it. So, Katelin is very afraid that they would skin her alive if they ever knew.. so far, only her roommate, the janitor and Spencer knows about her in skate club. So, since Spencer used to totally not like her, he thought of getting Katelin to quit cos she was horrible in hockey but she soon got better and be very good in hockey. so, he purposely persuaded the coach to let Katelin play when he knew she wasn't ready. and he called her by her jersey no. very evil of him. mwahaha.. lolxx and he wanted to spread word she's in skate club to get the hockey girls to dislike her. and then he got to like her instead.. aww.. and i like the routine for the seniors national comp (for figure skating)

alright.. no more to blog about..

except that i pity feena and wish her well.. sometimes, i wish i can take back what i said.

pics from metta(top) and nus camp (bottom 3)..

Woah.. ok.. 2 months since i last blogged. that's a long time man... and a lot has happened but it's yet for me to blog. so i shall try to cramp all the relevant most exiting events here, now in this one entry..

METTA

Gosh.. it was shiok man!!! I came late cos of stupid madrasah exam.. but in the end, i got backstage duty instead of fliers..(initially it was walk-a-thon marshalling which i missed cos it was in the morning) which is good cos we didnt really have anything to do except to set up the microphones etc and each band/person that came up to perform lasted their performance to minimum 1/2hr so yar...

And we found out we were working with volunteers from mendaki and also nus guys... scary cos we were seriously like the adiks and they all are the abangs and the kakaks.. we talk and goof around since there was nothing to do..

And me and siti started talking with the ns guys i.e. desmond and wee chong. they are really nice people to talk to. Desmond is a good story teller and he can tell good jokes. And he can sing super well but he had sore throat that day or so he said, so we didnt really see the extents of his vocal (wah.. so cheem) We got khaing zin and ain to sing too.. Desmond said he wants to be a PE teacher of a primary school.. hope he will get his dreams to a stage of reality..

And wee chong is DA dramaking... he's so funny, bubbly and the way he talks is so kid-like even though he's 19 and he really look like a sec 4 so we all called him sec 4.. he cant sing but the way he buat lawak is so amusing... he reminds me of my best friend in primary school..

And they told us about poly life and I'm like shit.. that sounds really really nice and it's just more tempting than ever to drop out of RGS so that i wont have to go to RJC.. so i can go poly.. haiz... if ever i do that, my parents will disown me..

And they told us about NS life.. how they had so much fun cos it's all guys so they could just go around in nothing but undergarments and go dancing just like that.. goofing around.. playing here and there and sabo-ing their own sarjans.. and im like that sounds really nice. It kinds of sounds nice to be a guy so we can go NS.. oh god.. what am i thinking..

we took a group photo.. and it's suppose to be ALL THE BACKSTAGE PEOPLE.. but in the end only wee chong and the mendaki helpers took photo with us.. Desmond wanted to find his NS friends that were backstage for the photo taking but in the end he himself left and wee chong stayed for the photo taking.. we made him stay even though he had to hurry to fall in.. felt bad after that.. but i exchanged contacts with him and send him the photo so it's ok lah...

KL trip

it was nice.. we checked in at subang valley... somewhere near subang parade and carrefour.. we went shopping and i got myself 2 really nice tops.. i wanted to get this other nice top cos it had nice colour combination but the print in front spoilt everything.. and i wanted to buy this really nice sweater but my dad didnt want to buy it cos by the time i told him i wanted the sweater, we got out of subang parade alr.. haiz.. moral of the story, you want smthg, dont wait till the last minute to get it

and the wedding itself was nice.. the pernikahan was at my cuz house and she look damn gorgeous.. and the groom was really good-looking.. he's indian but his face is seriously the bollywood type, not dark skin and he has really sharp nose.. somemore both are in the same university, same class both becoming a doctor.. can there be a better match???

and im wondering how their child will ever look like.. bet he/she is gonna look damn good.. my cuz is mized chinese and malay like me and since her husband is indian and has really good genes.. wow.. i wonder how little kak shahirah and little abang ridzuan will look like.. haha.. waiting for another addition to the already super extrended famaily that i already have..

so the pernikahan was at my cuz's house.. the house was decorated real nice.. i like the pelamin.. cos it's seriously nice.. silver and white.. and it's not the bright silver, it's the soft silver.. and the bride and groom was wearing matching orange outfit.. it's really nice.. and we ate lunch there.. the food was nice..

then in the evening, there's another wedding celebration at a classic ballroom in a hotel near my cuz house.. it was really nice.. only some people were invited and we were reserved the front table cos we're family.. the food was really really nice.. it was better than lunch at my cuz house.. i dont know where lunch was catered from.. and the chocolate was OMG so nice!!! honestly, it's better than ferero rocher.. the way it will just melt in your mouth and it's not the heavy chocolate type that makes you full everytime you eat a bit like hershey's etc. the chocolate is light, you can go popping it one after another in your mouth w/out getting sick.

and we took a lot and alot of photos.. once again, kak shahirah and abang ridzuan look damn nice together.. like 2 peas in a pod :))) and abang syamir was wearing tux.. so funny

NUS CAMP WOOTS!! <333

love facist.. love NUS.. love DONDANG PUNK!!! love DON'T PUNK THE ROCK!!! their group names by the way.. it was seriously super nice.. we had bengkel zapin, HIP HOP!!! hip hop was seriously nice.. :) <3333>

And Imran Ajmain was there.. nanti konsert wau dia lagi.. haha.. and he has a really nice voice and he made me play the piano X/

AHHH!!! RAUZAN!! cair.. cair.. cair.. we took a photo together :)) and i was the one who asked him to take a photo with us.. all smiles.. and he asked for my no. and i was damn damn damn stupid to forget to take down his no. dont get me wrong.. it's all for a project that we have to do base on the nus camp so we need information, right? he said nak telefon/sms to give his email n website in case if we have any questions we can just ask him but he forgot or what, anyway he's MIA.. so i'm still waiting for his call.. haiz..

i guess i was really nervous then that i forgot to ask for his no.. like how many hot superstars can ask u for ur no??? he's a music artiste.. and to be so young and yet having a cool career.. making music for people.. god.. that's life man.. finding what u really want to do and able to do it from your heart.. having no regrets.. he realeased his 1st album alr.. and he's still waiting for NS.. he rocks man.. should be an inspiration to young teens.. and i wonder what i wanna do in my life..

ok.. that's abt it..

ciao!