Man, I'm dead tired. I had my 2.4km run just now and guess what??? I failed. Yar it's supposed to be running but i walked for one of the rounds so yeah.. Then I had 3rd languange lesson and I actually survived without making a fool of myself like getting a word wrong and I did not fall asleep. And I wrote another set of lyrics during break time which Siti wanted to bring home to think of a tune because she said it was nice.

And yay! I got pissed again today which is a shocker. Yeah right... almost everyday of life has something that pissed me off. How sadder could it be? For those leading a happy life, good for you and treasure it because not everyone's having that same luck.

So, I haven't completed my english comprehension, my art (drawing of the flower & painting), my french homework (composition), my geography notes and haven't started on my revision for next week's examsssss.

And I'm having RCV (red cross values) accreds on wednesday which I also have not started studying.

After this, I'm going to work on the song I've been working on with Ain.

I shall and will and must have a good night's sleep so that tomorrow, I won't be grumpy due to lack of sleep thus being an ass. Dad got us tickets to see Spiderman 3 tomorrow. I'm so 'enthusiastic' about it. Oh well, at least there's a reason to escape from homework: family gathering at the cinema.

Hey all! This is my second attempt in owning a blog and trying to make sure it stays 'healthy'. I seriously don't know why I'm making another blog when I know I have very limitted time to hang out and have fun, much less blogging. But I shall try to blog as much as possible.

I realise that I hated my previous blog as it was pink which I think is absolutely revolting (no offense to pink lovers). But after I deleted that blog I realised I want a blog. I don't know what gave me that urge.

I don't suppose anyone would come looking if I have a blog since my social circle is pathetic. Maybe that urge to own a blog is because I have a small social circle. I don't really have anyone to talk to so I guess having a blog is my alternative since it feels as if there's someone there to hear me because the blog can't say no when i post an entry.

Wow.. I just unburdened a bit of my soul, confessing that I don't really have someone there for me. I do have my brothers, one of them totally unreliable which may be forgiven (i suppose) due to his young age (9). And the other (my elder one), well he has his own life and he is in college now (in Singapore context.. he's turning 17 next month) and has his own things to do so coming to him with my problems is rather stupid. We did get closer as time goes on before he entered college and we talk about stuff I never dared to talk about in front of him like crushes and things but we did and it was cool. But he has new friends and he might as well be an adult now... he has his own life and I have mine too so I don't want to trouble him and try to solve things myself but I know he'll be there when I need him. But it is hard for him. I mean, he goes home at aroung 9 in the night almost everyday. I do pity him.. and unburdening my soul onto his? no thanks.

My parents? As long as I get good grades.. they're happy.

Sometimes life can be so boring... and those little things in life that it makes it beautiful, you've got to be an ass not to enjoy them. I mean, it is such a routine here. I feel like a robot or something, programmed to wake up at 5.15 in the morning maybe earlier, go to school, go for other activities if there's any, go home, do homework, prepare for the next day and sleep. And it goes on. It is nice to do something impulsive once in a while to get out of the circle. But... there's always consequences.

I have to get on with my homework after abandoning it for and hour. I'll blog soon again. (Pray that I will)