It's been a bad week for me. Ups and downs and end up in tears. My grandad passed away yesterday. He lived till 92. It's amazing if he could still live longer. But I'm just happy that he passed after raya, after we all gathered together, after I've seen him. And I'm glad he went through this year's ramadhan. So I'm trying to pray for him as much as I can. My only regret is that we were never close unlike my arwah nenek. She used to take care of me.
1 more month.. seems like a long wait..but time flies before you know it..
Anyway, happy belated birthday to kak shasha, hanis (my cousin) and of course to abang khai. He's such a cool guy. Haha.. he can go 'Yo! What's up?' heh..:)
Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell too far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces from spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!
You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And i never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting My heart back together
Oh Ooooooh!
Now I'm putting my heart back together!
oh Ooooooooh!
Cause I got over you!
I got over you!
I got over you!
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!
When I read the lyrics, I'm like 'damn straight you got that person'.. i kinda pictured in as a smack in the face. It's like when that person is so used to think that you were always so reliant on him/her and that he/she's your everything. And then suddenly you come and say 'I got over you!'. I dunno but imagining it that way, it felt good. Quote from feena, 'jangan nak perasan'. Imagine if you go up to that person and say, 'Sorry doesn't cover the distance. I GOT OVER YOU! bbye!' and do a little sharpay.. 'toodles!'
Sedekahkan al-fatihah to my grandad..amin..